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Mon, 30 Nov 2009 22:02:35 GMT

SORRY IM NOT DEAD I PROMISE

i just went.. mad... for a while
and the longer i left updating the more redundant it seemed

i will do a massive update tomorrow... morning... probably

with photos from my 21st party and stories of what ive een up to and ex-boyfriends new moustache/ me laughing in his face.

hope everyone is well

ALSO I HAVE FIC TO UPDATE :D SUJU AND DBSK AND MERLIN/ COLINANDBRADLEY

loooove <3

Fanfic : Kyuhae : Heartquake : last chapter

Sat, 29 Aug 2009 00:07:39 GMT

Title : Heartquake

Author : cate_monster

Fandom : Super Junior

Chapter : 4/4

Rating: This chapter NC17 IN A VERY GRAPHIC WAY D:!

Pairings: KyuHae, HeeMi, WonMin

Word Count: 2589 according to Microsoft word

Warnings: Genderswitch!

Summary : Kyuhyun hated strangers. As a rule she hated most people, but strangers were the worst. And one had taken it upon himself to approach her.

Beta’d by : mapleseerup
MasterList!
Chapter One!
Chapter Two!
Chapter Three!

Note: so I finished it, finally, I think it sucks but.. You know its not really written for me haha? Thankyou to darleenk for telling me if my ideas work and telling me to write more. thank you endlessly to mapleseerup for putting her Jessica-defensiveness to one side to brave my bad writing and beta for me :3. Love you both. I will be writing three pieces to go with this, Two WONMIN one HeeMi

“You'd better have a good reason for leaving me out here, I hope…”

Sungmin was staring behind Kyuhyun at the stairs, where Donghae was standing.

“…you feel guilty.”

Kyuhyun pulled Sungmin into the house where people wouldn’t be able to see; her nosy neighbour was craning over the fence to get a look at the crying girl.

“I’d better go.”

Kyuhyun hoped for her sake that Sungmin had a good reason to be upset. Donghae pulled his shoes on and turned around to face Kyuhyun, kissing her briefly before leaving with a smirk on his face.

“Did I interrupt something?”

Kyuhyun stared at Sungmin.

“How much?”

Kyuhyun glared at Sungmin.

“Oops, sorry!”

“What’s wrong Ming?”

“I like Siwon too much.”

“What, did he find out about you defiling Mr. Choi?”

“Siwon is Mr. Choi, Kyu!”

Sungmin looked really impatient.

“I don’t understand, you're sleeping with him… what’s the problem?”

“The fact I’m sleeping with him is the problem. I’m nothing more than some student who took his interest once.”

“What are you talking about Ming?”

“Why would he want me? I’m a slut.”

Sungmin sniffed again, tears starting to run down her face. Kyuhyun guided her to the sofa and sat her down.

“Ming you aren’t a …”

“Kyuhyun, I am! You don’t have to lie to make me feel better, I know what my reputation is like, I know what he thinks.”

“How do you know that Ming, have you spoke to him?”

“I didn’t have to, he said enough.”

“Explain, now!”

“I asked him why he always took me straight home after… well that happens, and you know what he said Kyu, he said 'it’s just a bit of fun isn’t it?'”

Kyuhyun winced as Sungmin started crying again.

“That’s way out of order Ming, please tell me you hurt him.”

“I left and came here.”

“Can I hurt him?”

Kyuhyun dodged the slap Sungmin aimed for her head.

“I really like him. I don’t know what to do, Kyu.”

Kyuhyun had never seen her best friend like this, it made her heart ache. So what if Sungmin had a reputation that even the teachers knew, how dare he treat her like this?

“So Sungmin, what you can do is show him you aren’t like that. Change, Ming. Come on, I’ve never seen you get upset over a guy before. Just change your reputation and make him come to you. We don’t want you to end up like Jessica now, do we?”

Sungmin smiled at her weakly, wiping the tears from her face.

“She’s going to kill you.”

“Why?”

“Don’t you 'why' me! What were you doing when I got here?”

“Oh, er... nothing?”

“You have a huge bite mark on your neck.”

Kyuhyun ran to the hall mirror to look and saw the purplish mark where her neck and shoulder met, and cringed. It wasn’t the kind of mark make-up would cover.

“I’m going to kill him.”

Sungmin laughed, right behind her now as she watched Kyuhyun looking at the mark in the mirror, moving her hair about to try and cover it.

“Can I stay here?”

“Not wanting to talk to our dear teacher tonight?”

“I don’t think I want to see him till I’ve calmed down.”

Kyuhyun nodded. The two of them fell asleep watching some girly movie of Kyuhyun’s mums, holding hands. Something they hadn’t done for years.

***

Time moved strangely for a while; Kyuhyun was so busy with school and practices for the concert that she seemed to lose days at a time. Sungmin still hadn’t spoken to Mr. Choi, but there was a rumour going around that she had been turning down dates left, right and centre. Kyuhyun noticed the way Mr. Choi’s eyes would follow her around, a pained look on his face, and how Sungmin would avoid looking at him. Kyuhyun was worrying they were going to get caught by someone wondering what had happened.

Kyuhyun was getting nowhere with Donghae. The only time they saw each other was for practice, which now his parents were home took place at Heechuls house. Kyuhyun was going mad. She had wanted him badly enough before she had tasted his lips and felt his hands on the skin of her legs, now being near him was torture. Heechul could tell.

“Something is going on between you two. You!” he pointed at Donghae’s face. “You keep winking and looking smug! And you!” he rounded on Kyuhyun. “You keep blushing. It's freaking me out!”

Donghae just stuck his tongue out at Heechul. Kyuhyun tried not to pounce on it. She seemed to spend most of her time trying not to pounce on Donghae.

***

Sungmin and Kyuhyun were leaving school to go and see a movie; after realising they were going to completely different places after graduation they were attempting to make the most out of their twelve year friendship. They were walking along, talking about how Siwon kept trying to get Sungmin's attention and about the movie they wanted to see.

The flaw in their plan was Donghae stood waiting at the gates, being bothered by Jessica. Sungmin grabbed Kyuhyun's arm and walked them near enough to hear properly.

“But oppa!”

“Leave me alone!”

Donghae sighed, looking around he spotted Kyuhyun and started to walk towards her and Sungmin. Jessica grabbed a hold of his arm and Kyuhyun flinched, Sungmin's grip on her arm tightening as they walked a little further forwards.

“Jessica, Let go of me.” Donghae’s voice was calm despite the look of pure anger growing on his face.

“But you aren’t listening to me!”

“I’m not interested, how can you not get that?”

“But you wont even go on one date with me just to see if you could be interested in me, that’s not fair!”

“I’m not going to date you because I’m in love with Kyuhyun, you stupid girl!”

Everything went silent, Kyuhyun could hear her own heart pounding. Tears started to appear in Jessica’s eyes. Sungmin was the one to finally break the silence, whispering to Kyuhyun with wide eyes.

“Did he just say he’s in love with you?”

“No.”

“I think he did.”

“Why would he?”

Jessica’s tears spilled over, her face red with anger.

“Her? You love her? She… She’s nothing!”

There was a sharp intake of breath from the surrounding students as Sungmin's hand connected with Jessica’s face, a sharp smacking noise echoed from the slap.

“Don’t you ever talk about her like that!”

Kyuhyun was shocked. Sungmin - little, bouncy Sungmin, who never got angry, was stood shaking from the force of it. Kyuhyun touched her arm trying to calm her down.

“Lee Sungmin! Come with me, now.”

Mr. Choi had shouted from the gate where he had seen the fight, Sungmin gave Kyuhyun a weak smile, squeezing her hand before following their teacher. Jessica laughed.

“Serves her right, stupid little slut.”

Kyuhyun punched her.

***

They were sat on Donghae’s bed, Donghae pressing an ice pack to her swollen knuckles.

“I wish I had got a photo.”

“Donghae!”

“I would have framed it. No! I would have got a T-shirt printed!”

Kyuhyun couldn’t help but laugh.

“You aren’t mad then?”

“Why would I be?”

“I don’t know what’s going on there. She is very pretty.”

“She's really annoying and she’s not that pretty.”

Donghae smiled at her, tucking her hair behind her ear.

“So. You're just going to pretend I didn’t say it?”

Kyuhyun stared at him, embarrassed. That had been her plan.

“'Cause I did. Say it, I mean. Meant it too. You might want to stop me talking in a minute cause I will just keep rambling until you say something, and that might end badly.”

Kyuhyun kissed him lightly. Donghae smiled at her, the small smile she loved, one that wasn’t a huge grin full of teeth; a gentle smile that she secretly hoped other people didn’t see. Kyuhyun leaned forward again, her good hand grabbing the material of Donghaes shirt, pulling him forward into a kiss. Donghae kissed her back, pulling Kyuhyun onto his knee, legs straddling his. Kyuhyun briefly broke the kiss.

“Where are your parents?”

“Paris.”

Donghae said this against her jaw making her skin tingle, goosebumps running down her spine.

“Excellent.”

Kyuhyun fell back onto the bed, pulling Donghae down on top of her. She could feel his growing erection against her thigh when her luck kicked in and her mobile rang. She was going to ignore it, but Donghae looked at it.

“It’s Zhou Mi.”

He answered and passed it to her. Donghae was kissing down her neck, chest, stomach, opening buttons as he went. Kyuhyun tried hard to keep breathing and talk normally.

“Zhou Mi, what’s up?”

“Just freaking out about this song.”

Donghae’s tongue licked across the skin above her school skirt.

“Oh?”

She bit her knuckle, Donghae’s hands moving up her thighs and sliding her underwear down her legs.

“I was wondering if you would help me?”

“Me? Why?”

Kyuhyun's breathing went off as Donghae pushed her skirt up over her hips, kissing a trail up her thigh, leaving her skin burning.

“Well you are one of my best friends, and you are a good singer, who else would I ask?”

“Donghae!”

Kyuhyun hadn’t meant to say that, but as Donghae's mouth had moved and his tongue had brushed across her clit, his fingers sliding inside her. It had been a natural reaction.

“I suppose I could, but I would rather you help me. Plus Heechul says Donghae is busy tonight.”

Kyuhyun could hear Heechul shouting 'hello' slightly fainter than Zhou Mi but still very clear. She was on speaker phone.

“Yes. Donghae is busy.”

Kyuhyun threw her head back in a silent moan as Donghae pushed his fingers in again harder, his teeth scraping along her hip, his other hand pinching one of her nipples between his thumb and forefinger.

“Zhou Mi, can I call you back later?”

Heechul answered.

“Why, what are you doing?”

Trying not to scream out, she dropped the phone, shoving both her hands over her mouth. Donghae picked up the phone.

“Kyuhyun's going to have to call you back, we’re a little busy.”

He rubbed his thumb over her clit making her moan out load, hips lifting from the bed. Donghae held the phone to her. She could hear Zhou Mi squeak in horror and Heechul swearing and making sounds of disgust as Donghae hung up on them, throwing her phone to the floor. Zhou Mi was probably in shock, but Kyuhyun didn’t really care.

Kyuhyun tried to talk but it just came out as pants. She was nearing her orgasm.

“You... are evil.”

Donghae smirked at her, removing his hand.

“I can stop if you really want?”

Kyuhyun wasn’t quite sure what the noise she made was, somewhere between a groan, a growl and a whine.

“Would you just fuck me already?”

Kyuhyun had shocked herself, not normally someone to talk like that. Donghae moaned, biting his lip as he reached into the draw by his bed, taking out a condom. Kyuhyun undid her skirt, pulling it off and out of the way. Donghae’s hand brushed her thigh making her moan, her skin super sensitive.

Donghae pulled his shirt off. Kyuhyun's breath caught, she hadn’t realised the muscles hidden under his clothes. She kneeled up, her open shirt slipping off her shoulders, hands running up Donghae's body and gripping his shoulders as she kissed him passionately. She felt him undo his trousers, pushing them down with one hand and undoing her bra with the other.

Kyuhyun leaned back to pull her bra off, watching Donghae push off his trousers and boxers, rolling the condom on.

“Come here.”

“What?”

“Trust me, come here.”

Donghae pulled Kyuhyun to him, lifting her easily up onto his knees, holding her up he slid slowly inside her until she was sat back down. Kyuhyun could feel the muscles in his arms tightening as she held onto them. He lifted her up slightly and started to thrust in. Kyuhyun's skin overheated as the orgasm she had almost reached came back, head on Donghae’s shoulder, breathing harder and more ragged with every thrust and her nails scraping across his shoulders.

Donghae was gripping her hips hard, moaning into Kyuhyun's neck so she could feel every panted breath. She could feel her orgasm building, moving her head back, capturing his mouth in a kiss as it shook through her making her muscles tighten around him. Donghae grabbed her hips hard, thrusting in one last time, breaking the kiss to breathe hard and bite at her shoulder.

Panting, Donghae lowered Kyuhyun till she was laying down, pulling out of her and throwing the condom in to the bin. He collapsed next to her, hand curling around her waist to pull her closer to him. They lay their trying to catch their breath, Donghae’s hand rubbing absent minded patterns into her skin. Donghae suddenly sat up a little, looking at her face.

“You aren’t going to run away are you?”

“No.”

“Good.”

Kyuhyun smiled as Donghae pulled her closer again, kissing the end of her nose.

“You do realise this makes you my property now, right?”

Kyuhyun laughed.

“Property? Nice word choice.”

Donghae shrugged and started kissing her in random places, making her laugh as he lifted her arm to kiss her wrist.

“Same applies.”

Donghae grinned at her, kissing her on the lips. He lay back down, pulling Kyuhyun onto his chest and lifting a blanket to cover them both.

“You are staying.”

Kyuhyun yawned but reached for her phone to let her mum know. She had four missed calls from Zhou Mi, two from Sungmin and one from her mum.

“Oops.”

She called her mum, figuring the others could wait till tomorrow.

***

Things changed during Kyuhyuns last months at school. By the time of the concert Kyuhyun and Donghae had the song down perfectly, which was strange as most of their practices seemed to involve more sex than singing. Even when they had tried to practice in one of the music rooms Kyuhyun had ended up against the wall with Donghae clinging to her legs. Still, the song was great; even Heechul was full of praise for them, which seeing as he hadn’t spoken to either of them since they traumatised Zhou Mi was impressive. Zhou Mi himself hadn’t held a grudge, but had hit Donghae round the head and blamed him for the whole thing. He merely told Kyuhyun he was right all along, she did like Donghae. He was happy for them anyway, apparently Kyuhyun had been miserable for too long. She kicked him for saying that.

Sungmin had been the noisiest about it all, squealing and bouncing around Kyuhyun when she told her. Jessica had overheard but it didn’t matter, Sungmin and Kyuhyun didn’t sit with them anymore, they only really needed each other for entertainment. Although on days where Sungmin disappeared to see Mr. Choi for lunch, Kyuhyun tended to disappear into the library. Things there were weird, Kyuhyun couldn’t say she agreed with Sungmin's actions towards their teacher, but at least she was happy. Plus it was nice to see Mr. Choi nervous than she knew. And it didn’t hurt her exam results.

As Kyuhyun left school for the last time hand in hand with Sungmin it was a nice feeling to be met by a boy with a huge smile and a single rose in his hand. Romantic fool.

hii :3

Thu, 27 Aug 2009 20:32:38 GMT

people waiting for chapter 4 of heartquake, its going to be a day later now cause i have a mega headache which is making me all grumpy and warm and sleep and daisy is sending me to bed lol

so i will write tomorrow when im all better (hopefully... if its not swine flu)

LOVE <3

PLEA?

Thu, 27 Aug 2009 20:09:19 GMT

cate_monster says:
kibums hair needs pulling
mapleseeerup says:
so does the haetail
cate_monster says: unf
urgh, in a not aagreeing to kihae way
imagine the sex they would have atm
with the haetail and the kibum hair
and kibums new rocky look
and all the hair pulling
mapleseeerup says:
UNF it calls for some sort of rockstar au
with fingers running through sweaty hair backstage
cate_monster says:
oh it just does....
who should we make write it?
mapleseeerup says:
idk, who could pull it off?
cate_monster says:
Darleenk...?
idk anyone else who writes porn D:
mapleseeerup says:
hahaha
cate_monster says:
you write it
mapleseeerup says:
hahaha
cate_monster says:
LOL dick

SO WHO IS GOING TO BE NICE, i know twitchyballofur would write it me, but shes on hiatus :(

Fanfic : Kyuhae : heartquake : CH3

Thu, 27 Aug 2009 00:24:33 GMT

Title : Heartquake

Fandom : Super Junior

Chapter : 3/?

Rating: This chapter - pg-13

Pairings: KyuHae, HeeMi, WonMin

Word Count: 1562 according to Microsoft word

Warnings: Genderswitch!

Summary : Kyuhyun hated strangers. As a rule she hated most people, but strangers were the worst. And one had taken it upon himself to approach her.

Beta'd by mapleseerup

MasterList!

Chapter One!

Chapter Two!

It was during their fourth practice together that Kyuhyun admitted that maybe it was an infatuation. Donghae had met her after his dance class, it seemed he often didn’t bother to change, body still shiny with a thin layer of sweat. Kyuhyun had to resist the urge to lick him. Donghae left Kyuhyun in his bedroom whilst he went for a shower. She was sat on the floor, looking through one of her text books, she couldn’t sit on his bed - it gave her too many mental images to cope with, and as a result broke her focus.

Donghae wandered into the room, rubbing his hair dry with a towel, the t-shirt he wore was unfairly tight with short sleeves. Kyuhyun’s self control was already tested but this - then the towel was gone and she was faced with a wet haired Donghae smiling at her. She gulped.

Donghae sat down next to her and got the music sheets out to go over. Kyuhyun could smell something citrus-like from Donghae and it gave her the mental images she had been trying to avoid, Donghae in the shower, rippling muscles under hot steamy water.

“Kyuhyun, are you okay?”

Crap. Kyuhyun focused on Donghae in front of her, had he been talking to her?

“Are you feeling ill?”

No, please, please don’t let him check my temperature like he did in the restaurant!

Donghae leaned forward and put his hand to Kyuhyuns forehead, and she snapped. She threw herself forward, lips to Donghae’s, arms wrapping behind his neck. The shock of the fact she was kissing Donghae made her realise what it was she was actually doing and she shot up, grabbing her bag and ran out of the room shouting back.

“Oh God, I’m so sorry!”

She ran down the street trying to fight down the fear and embarrassment of what she had done, tears forming in her eyes. Donghae stood in the street, not fast enough to catch her barefoot, and clinging onto Kyuhyun's text book. One hand touching at the smile on his lips.

***

Kyuhyun avoided singing class the next day, not bothering to walk and meet the others. She even ignored her phone the twenty-four times Zhou Mi called her. She was too embarrassed to face Donghae, he probably hated her now, classed her with the girls who fawned over him like Jessica. Still, as she lay in bed she couldn’t help remember Donghae’s lips on hers, and the citrus smell was still bothering her as she drifted off to sleep.

It had only been two days since the kiss, but Kyuhyun was really starting to miss the boys. She was sat at her desk waiting for class to start. Sungmin was late; she was supposed to go to singing class again after school but instead she was planning to hide, maybe at Sungmin's house if she wasn’t working.

Sungmin wandered into the classroom, followed seconds later by Mr. Choi. Kyuhyun didn’t think this was particularly odd until she spotted how nervous Mr. Choi looked, and how smug Sungmin was with a big bite mark on her neck, hair tied up to show it off. Kyuhyun rolled her eyes as Sungmin slid into the seat next to her.

“So, any reason for your lateness?”

“Mr. Choi was just scolding me about my appearance, apparently its not ladylike to have a mark like this.”

“You mean he freaked out you were going to get caught?”

“Same difference.” Sungmin grinned at her.

“You are the devil! How could you, corrupting the innocent Christian teacher!”

“He didn’t complain.”

“He will when he gets fired.”

Both girls looked up to see Mr. Choi looking at their whispering fearfully. Sungmin winked at him, Kyuhyun just rolled her eyes again, scribbling on the notebook in front of her.

“Ming, can I come to yours after school?”

“Sorry sweetie I’m a bit busy tonight.” She glanced at Mr. Choi to emphasise her point.

“Ok, gross.”

“He’s actually quite sexy under the suit and glasses, and that tie doesn’t half come in useful!”

Kyuhyun shuddered.

“Besides which, don’t you sing today? What’s going on?”

“Nothing! I just don’t… feel like going.”

“Kyu..?”

“I kissed Donghae.”

Sungmin stared at her for a while. “And?”

“And what?”

“What did he say?”

“Nothing, I ran away.”

“Because that was the best thing to do. How do you know he doesn’t like you too?”

Kyuhyun shrugged.

“Sometimes I wonder how I let you get like this!”

Kyuhyun started copying down the notes from the board.

“I think you should go to class.”

“I don’t.”

Kyuhyun gave Sungmin a glare that would make stronger people stop talking.

***

Kyuhyun finished all her homework and stared at her clock. An hour? She had only managed to kill one measly hour? Time was moving deliberately slow to spite her. She lay on her bed staring at the ceiling; instantly Donghae’s face appeared in her head. She couldn’t avoid class forever. Maybe she should just go now, she could still catch the end - no, she couldn’t face him. There was a knock on her door.

“Kyuhyun, I’m going to my evening class. Will you be alright here?”

Her mum pushed the door open leaning around to look at her and Kyuhyun turned her head to look back.

“Yeah mum, I’ll be fine.”

“There’s a boy downstairs waiting for you.”

What? Who?

“Is it Zhou Mi?”

“Not unless he’s learnt to talk without an accent. Anyway I’m going, see you later kiddo!”

“Yeah, bye.”

Kyuhyuns heart was pounding. It couldn’t be. He didn’t know where she lived, did he? Yes. He walked her home... but it wouldn’t be him, maybe it was Heechul. Kyuhyun stood facing her open bedroom door, frozen to the spot with fear. She couldn’t go down there, what if it was him.

“Kyuhyun?”

Donghae’s voice floated to her from much closer than downstairs. Her head shot up as he appeared in the doorway, her history book held in his hands. Kyuhyun opened her mouth to speak but she seemed to have forgotten how, her face increasing in redness. She finally managed to choke out a few quiet words.

“Why are you here?”

Great Kyuhyun, really eloquent.

“You left your book. I’ve been trying to give it back to you for days, but you were too busy avoiding me.”

“I… wasn’t.”

Kyuhyun didn’t even convince herself.

“Really?”

Kyuhyun nodded her head trying to think up a good lie.

“Because Zhou Mi says you’ve never missed a class before, even when you’ve been sick. You’ve missed two this week.”

Stupid Zhou Mi, this was all his fault in the first place. Donghae walked into Kyuhyun's room, closing the door behind himself and reaching around Kyuhyun to drop the heavy book onto her desk.

“So, are you going to tell me why you ran away?”

Kyuhyun stared at the floor, cheeks burning. There was nothing she could say to make this alright, Donghae would hate her forever, he…

“It wasn’t that horrible was it?”

Kyuhyun’s head shot up, Donghae was looking at her like a kicked puppy.

“I don’t…”

Kyuhyun paused, looking back down at her feet.

“Don’t what?”

“Understand! Why do you think I ran away, I kissed you!”

“Yes, and if you hadn’t freaked out maybe I would have had chance to kiss you back.”

Kyuhyuns mouth made a little ‘o’ as what Donghae had said finally clicked in her brain, Sungmin's words running through her head. ‘How do you know he doesn’t like you?’

“You… like me?”

Donghae laughed nervously.

“Something like that, yeah.”

Kyuhyun didn’t know whether to laugh or cry. She suddenly felt awkward standing in the middle of her room, but before she had chance to move to her desk chair Donghae was right in front of her, hand under her chin, tilting her head up, staring right into her eyes.

“Don’t you dare run away.”

Donghae’s arms slid around her waist, pulling her as close as he could, his head bending to capture her lips and it took less than a second for Kyuhyun to respond eagerly. Donghae walked her backwards until she hit the desk, kissing down her jaw and biting softly at her neck as his hands slid down her sides, over the school uniform she was still wearing, his hands wrapping around her legs and lifting her onto the desk. She grabbed his tie and pulled him forwards between her legs, pushing his blazer from his shoulders as her mouth moulded back onto his.

As one of Donghae’s hands slid up her legs and under her skirt, Kyuhyun couldn’t believe that this was finally happening; so many times she had pictured this moment in her head, Donghae’s mouth on hers, her legs around his waist.

The thing she didn’t picture was the doorbell ringing. Kyuhyun ignored it, sliding her hands under Donghae’s shirt, nails digging into his sides as his tongue brushed across her lip. The doorbell rang again, this time accompanied by her cell phone ringing. Kyuhyun sighed impatiently. Donghae laughed, helping her down from the desk.

Kyuhyun ran down the stairs, fastening buttons she didn’t know Donghae had opened on her way. She opened the door grumpily to be faced with Sungmin with mascara tears running down her face.

Fanfic : Heartquake : chapter 2

Sat, 22 Aug 2009 14:21:05 GMT

Title : Heartquake

Fandom : Super Junior

Chapter : 2/?

Rating: This chapter - G

Pairings: KyuHae, HeeMi, future WonMin

Word Count: 1808 according to Microsoft word

Warnings: Genderswitch!

Summary : Kyuhyun hated strangers. As a rule she hated most people, but strangers were the worst. And one had taken it upon himself to approach her.

Masterlist!

Chapter One!

“Kyuhyun, you look like shit.”

Kyuhyun threw her pen at Sungmin's head and missed.

“Seriously, when was the last time you slept?”

Kyuhyun laid down on the desk, head on her arms, opting to ignore the bouncy girl next to her. Sometimes she really wondered what made them bond so well as friends, despite being polar opposites. Kyuhyun was settled, waiting for class to start, daydreaming.

“Miss. Cho, do you think maybe you could pay attention?”

Kyuhyun shot up to glare at their teacher. Mr.Choi had apparently turned into a ninja, sneaking into the room and teaching whilst Kyuhyun was resting. Either that or she had fallen asleep.

She turned around to ask Sungmin if she had, only to find her, like most of the girls in the room, staring dreamily at Mr.Choi. Kyuhyun didn’t see the attraction; she thought maybe it was because of his eyebrows and the lack of floppy chocolate hair. Kyuhyun put a stop to that comparison before it could start.

**

Lunch was spent one of two ways. One, Sungmin was flirting with boys at the fence and Kyuhyun ate fast escaping to the library; two, Sungmin sat with her friends and Kyuhyun sat next to her, reading and generally glaring at the ones who giggled. Today she was forced to sit with those girls. One of the giggly ones mentioned Donghae and Kyuhyun tried not to look interested, pretending to read her book. Sungmin's friends had given up trying to engage her in conversation a week after this arrangement had started.

From what Kyuhyun could tell, the girl furthest from her, Jessica, had been planning on asking Donghae on a date after the last dance recital. The other girls were mocking her about his speedy escape.

“Well I can just ask him next time!”

Jessica seemed to be sulking. Kyuhyun hoped she had never mentioned Donghae to Sungmin.

“Don’t you know Donghae, Kyuhyun?”

Crap.

“Might be a different one.”

Jessica’s friends looked far too interested for Kyuhyun's liking.

“The Lee Donghae, brown hair, big eyes, gorgeous?”

“Might be the same one.”

Kyuhyun his herself back behind her book, she really did not like the look in Jessica’s eyes.

***

God hated her.

Kyuhyun and Sungmin wandered towards the school gate, Sungmin talking at her about Mr. Choi eating in the restaurant she waitressed in, eating there at least once a week! Kyuhyun was really going to have to put a stop to this before Sungmin got some bad ideas, though the look on her face said she already had them. Just as they walked through the gates Kyuhyun stopped dead, eyes locked on the three boys waiting for her. Her eyes darted to Jessica and her little group of friends, of course they had all spotted Donghae. Maybe she could sneak off with nobody noticing her.

“Kui Xian!”

Crap, Zhou Mi’s voice could really carry.

“Kyu, over here!”

Kyuhyun internally groaned, that’s it Donghae, use a nickname, turn them more against me. Sungmin nudged her in the ribs.

“Kyu, there are three boys shouting you and waving like simpletons.”

“I had noticed, Ming!”

“Then why are you still over here with me? I’m off to work anyway, see you.”

Sungmin blew her a kiss and skipped off. Kyuhyun glared at her and stormed over to kick Zhou Mi.

“What was that for?”

“For turning a group of rabid girls against me!”

Kyuhyun gestured over to Jessica, who was glaring daggers at her.

“Ah.”

“Mind if I make it worse?”

Donghae took the books Kyuhyun was holding off her and Jessica’s face visibly fell. Heechul scoffed.

“There are less destructive ways for you to turn her down you know?”

Donghae grinned, it made Kyuhyun's stomach do a funny little dance.

“I can only hint so much that I’m not interested. Besides, Kyu doesn’t mind helping me out, do you?”

It was physically impossible to say no to eyes like that. Kyuhyun just shook her head.

“So, why are you guys here anyway? There’s no class today.”

“We’re celebrating!”

“Celebrating?”

Donghae held out a letter for her to read, it was a full paid scholarship into an arts and dance college.

“Wow! That’s great, well done!”

“Thanks! Apparently there was a scout at my performance, but because we left so fast they didn’t get to talk to me!”

Donghae threw an angry look at the group of girls who were inching closer to him.

“So, where are we going Heechul?”

“I booked us into a restaurant not far from here.”

***

Kyuhyun stared at the front of the restaurant in horror. God really, truly, did hate her.

“Kui Xian, what’s wrong?”

“Kyuhyun! This is where Sungmin works.”

“So?”

“She’s the biggest gossip I’ve ever met, and friends with those girls!”

“So what? She’s your friend more than theirs, you’re safe.”

Zhou Mi put his arm around her and physically forced her into the restaurant. In future times Kyuhyun would be adamant there was no kicking or screaming. They were sat down by someone who luckily wasn’t her friend, but Kyuhyun knew that her good luck couldn’t last.

“Hi! I’m Sungmin, I’ll be your waitress this eve… Kyu?”

Sungmin froze in the middle of handing out menus to stare at her best friend. Kyuhyun decided she might as well be polite.

“Er, guys - this is my friend Sungmin.”

Sungmin waved, Kyuhyun didn’t miss the way her eyes lingered on Donghae.

“Sungmin, this is Heechul and Donghae, and you know Zhou Mi obviously.”

Zhou Mi and Sungmin grinned at each other. Donghae seemed a bit dazed by Sungmin, most people were, but a part of Kyuhyun had hoped he wouldn’t be like everyone else. Kyuhyun loved her best friend, but it was difficult, when she turned on her ‘charms’ and had every straight man for a mile eating out of the palm of her hand. Kyuhyun hoped her glare was getting across the point that Donghae was off limits to her.

Luckily for Kyuhyun someone walked through the restaurant door and grabbed Sungmin's attention.

“OK, well I’ll be back to take your orders!”

Kyuhyun watched Sungmin bounce up to Mr. Choi, eyelashes fluttering as she greeted him. It made her laugh.

“Dare I ask what just happened?”

“Well Heechul, that was Lee Sungmin. Pretty and she knows it. Dangerous combination. That man she’s practically sitting on the lap of is our teacher, who I get the feeling I'm going to have to save before the end of term.”

“Sungmin's a bit of a slut.”

“Zhou Mi!”

“What? Am I lying?”

Kyuhyun tried to think of a way to defend her friend, but there just didn’t seem to be one, shrugging seemed like Kyuhyun's only option. However, Zhou Mi’s comment seemed to have brought Donghae back to his senses. He stopped watching Sungmin and instead started asking Heechul about the food. Kyuhyun relaxed.

About halfway through their very loud dessert, (Heechul deemed throwing chocolate cake at Donghae a good activity, they had already been in the restaurant for several hours), Sungmin bounced into Kyuhyun’s lap waving a very high note around.

“Look at this, my tip from Mr. Choi!”

“How on earth did you manage that?”

“Bent down a lot around him.”

Kyuhyun looked at the non-existence of Sungmin's skirt and just how many buttons were undone on her too tight shirt, and shook her head in defeat.

“What?”

“Zhou Mi you were right, she is a slut.”

Sungmin smacked her on the arm hopping off her knee.

“Anyway, my shifts over now, I’m leaving, my date is here.”

Sungmin waved at a nervous looking boy by the door and wiggled her hips over towards him. Donghae laughed.

“Poor Hyukjae!”

Everyone raised their eyebrows.

“In my dance class. He get’s scared enough at the thought of girls talking to him, how he’s going to handle a date with someone like Sungmin I don’t know.”

Kyuhyun looked over at the boy again, Sungmin was flirting shamelessly, angling her open buttons towards him. He looked terrified, poor boy.

***

Zhou Mi walked to Kyuhyuns house with her; Donghae was planning to stay at Heechul's. Zhou Mi talked about Heechul most of the way back and Kyuhyun was happy to listen, it was nice for Zhou Mi to be this happy. But four minutes before her house Zhou Mi changed conversation.

“So Donghae, eh? Didn’t really think he was your type.”

“I don’t know what you are talking about.”

“Kui Xian you should see yourself around him, it's hilarious. You watch him whether you know you're doing it or not and whenever he's anywhere close to you you blush like mad.”

“Zhou Mi? Shut up!”

Kyuhyun started walking faster to get way from him.

“No, I mean, he’s a really nice guy, I would totally approve!”

Zhou mi grinned at her like he had said the right thing.

“Zhou Mi, it’s nothing. You're imagining it.”

Kyuhyun paused to think.

“Besides, I think Sungmin has a better chance.”

“See, I knew you were interested!”

Kyuhyun glared at him.

“Everyone noticed Sungmin, Donghae’s a straight guy, what do you expect? Either way, you are the only girl he lets anywhere near him, so that has to count for something doesn’t it?”

They walked in silence for a while, but Zhou Mi couldn’t last.

“Besides which, he is so hot, I don’t really blame you. Have you seen his arms?”

Kyuhyun groaned in frustration and walked up to her house waving bye to Zhou Mi.

“See you soon Kui Xian!”

Kyuhyun slammed the door and stalked to her room dramatically.

***

Their singing school wanted to put on a performance. Zhou Mi was being allowed to sing some Chinese song as a solo. Kyuhyun was pleased for him, but at the same time jealous. She wanted the solo. Their teacher was wandering about telling people what they were singing, and in which group, every student she taught was in the room, it was chaos.

“And you two.”

She stopped in front of Donghae and Kyuhyun.

“I want you to do a duet. Pick a song, give Ryeowook your piano music, and practice, practice, practice!”

Donghae grinned at her.

“Cool! There’s hardly anyone that’s not singing as part of a group! Let’s pick a song OK?”

Kyuhyun's feet were stuck to the spot. Sing with Donghae? When his voice stopped her brain from functioning? This was really not going to end well.

Once they had picked a song they decided they should practice at Donghae’s house; Kyuhyun's mother was more likely to bother them and on top of that Donghae’s parents were away on business for a few weeks. It wasn’t until she was in her bed later that night that Kyuhyun realised that this meant she would be on her own with Donghae in his house. The panic attack was completely justified.

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Tue, 18 Aug 2009 23:06:54 GMT

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Fanfic : Super Junior : KyuHae : Heartquake : Ch1

Mon, 17 Aug 2009 22:12:38 GMT

Title : Heartquake

Chapter : 1/?

Fandom: Super Junior (snsd in future)

Rating: This chapter - G

Pairings: KyuHae, HeeMi, future WonMin

Word Count: 1513 according to Microsoft word

Warnings: Genderswitch! Yes, Kyuhyun has a VeJayJay. :3

Summary : Kyuhyun hated strangers. As a rule she hated most people, but strangers were the worst. And one had taken it upon himself to approach her.

Kyuhyun hated strangers. As a rule she hated most people, but strangers were the worst. And one had taken it upon himself to approach her.

“You’re Kui Xian, right?”

She was going to kick Zhou Mi for being late.

“Kyuhyun, yes. Why?”

She glared. Glaring usually led to people leaving her alone, however this boy it seemed was either stupid or completely unphased.

“Zhou Mi mentioned he was meeting you for singing class, I’ve seen you walking together before.”

Definitely kicking him.

Kyuhyun opened her mouth to ask why that meant bothering her, but was distracted by Zhou Mi walking through the gates. It wasn’t him who distracted her, but the boy Zhou Mi was talking to. He was shorter, though most people were, but he was noticeably shorter. His brown hair was messily thrown into a ponytail and his eyes almost sparkled when he smiled at something Zhou Mi said to him.
What the fuck. Kyuhyun did not look at boys like she was interested, or use the word sparkle. Maybe she was getting sick. Glaring at Zhou Mi might help.

“Kui Xian!”

“Kyuhyun!”

“Fine, Kyuhyun.”

Zhou Mi struggled to pronounce her name correctly as always.

“Sorry I’m late, I was trying to hunt Dong Hai down. He’s joining our class.”

Zhou Mi grinned, nearly blinding everyone. Kyuhyun noticed Zhou Mi had ignored Dong Hai's attempt to correct him that it was 'Donghae'. She really was going to have to teach him to pronounce names at some point.

“Heechul? Why are you here?”

Kyuhyun glanced at the boy who had been bothering her. That was Heechul? The one Zhou Mi never stopped talking about?

“What? Can’t I stand outside my own school? Want me to leave Seasoning?”

Kyuhyun grinned, making a mental note of the nickname.

“God Heechul, don’t be such a bitch. He was just asking why you are still here.”

Kyuhyun tried very hard to ignore the effect Donghae’s voice had just had on her. And failed. Crap.

“Would you two just get together already anyway, the tension between you is driving everyone else mad.”

Kyuhyun grinned again, at the blush creeping onto Zhou Mi’s face, not to mention the horrified squeak he had made at Donghae’s words.

“Kui Xian?”

Kyuhyun glared at Heechul for the stress he put onto that.

“You should walk ahead, need to talk to your friend”

Kyuhyun huffed impatiently and stormed off, it was almost a minute before she realised that Donghae was walking with her.

“Sorry about that, I didn’t mean to make him more late, but the two of them are being pretty pathetic. Heechul was only out here because he thinks you are Zhou Mi’s girlfriend.”

Kyuhyun looked at Donghae in disbelief.

“I know, stupid right? Zhou Mi is the gayest person I have ever met, other than Heechul!”

He laughed. Kyuhyun laughed too, whilst admiring how nice Donghae’s laugh was. As if to prove Donghae’s point, Zhou Mi literally skipped up next to Kyuhyun.

“I have a date!”

“About time.”

“Are you still mad at me?”

Kyuhyun kicked him.

*******

Kyuhyun collapsed on to her bed face down.

It had been hard to concentrate in class again. As soon as Donghae opened his mouth to start singing, her brain stopped functioning. She was going to kill Zhou Mi. Two classes per week, for three weeks now, and her little crush (she refused to say infatuation), had not subsided one bit.

She was sure too, that if Zhou Mi hadn’t been so wrapped up in Heechul, he would have spotted the way Kyuhyun looked at Donghae, like he was something edible, and would be making some botched attempt at matchmaking, more than likely aided by Heechul.

The thing was, Kyuhyun wasn’t like the other girls she knew. She didn’t want a boyfriend, she had important things going on; schoolwork, college applications, and levelling up on her new game. It wasn’t like Kyuhyun was innocent. She had dated her fair share of boys, but since entering her last years of school, that had come first. Even so, before now a boy had never distracted her like this. She had never particularly wanted someone. Truth be told they had always wanted her before she noticed them. Besides, it didn’t mean she couldn’t look.

And she was perfectly ok to get a little bit jealous at the who girls fawned over him.

*********

Zhou Mi was going to be the death of her.

To be more precise, Zhou Mi insisting she join him and Heechul at Donghae’s dance recital was going to be the death of her. She had never wanted to lick arms before, but god she could go to town on those things. She had to bite her lip as Donghae bent his knees, dropping right down to the floor before jumping back up and thrusting, yet again, into midair. Kyuhyun had decided somewhere near the start of this dance that she would quite like to be that bit of air.

Donghae winked at one of the girls crowded around the front of the stage to watch his dance. Kyuhyun recognised a lot of them from her school. She tried not to growl and instead ground her teeth in annoyance.

“Kui…hyun, are you ok?”

“Headache”

“Don’t worry, we're leaving as soon as Donghae’s performance is over. He wants to make a quick escape to avoid them”

Zhou Mi gestured to the group of screaming girls and Kyuhyun couldn’t help feel a little smug that he wasn’t making a quick escape to avoid her.

Donghae met them seconds after his performance, outside the venue, running with his bag off one shoulder. He hadn’t changed, much to Heechul's disgust seeing as they were walking to his house to eat.

***

Kyuhyun was quite happy watching a bead of sweat roll slowly over Donghae’s collarbone. She was very grateful that Donghae had chosen to dance in the black tank top he was still wearing. Her food lay forgotten on the table in front of her.

“Kyuhyun, are you ok? You look a bit flushed. That headache still bothering you?”

No, the proximity of a sleeveless Donghae was bothering her.

She nodded. Big mistake. Donghae leaned over, putting his hand on her forehead to check her temperature. Her cheeks flushed crimson, her skin superheating under his hand. Her heart was pounding. She risked a glance at Zhou Mi, the look on his face said he had finally paid enough attention to figure it out.

“Woah! You’ve got a fever, maybe you should go lie down or something?”

It wasn’t just the look on Heechul's face that made her shake her head. She had to leave, before she did something really stupid - like jump Donghae and rip off all his clothing.

***

Kyuhyun said her goodbyes and left, the evening air cooling down her skin. She looked up at the black clouds overhead. Just her luck, it started to rain instantly. She had managed to walk past four houses when something black appeared over her head and made her scream loudly. Donghae was next to her holding an umbrella, almost crying with laughter. Kyuhyun snapped.

“What are you doing?”

Donghae laughed more, it took him a while to calm down enough to talk.

“Walking you home, Zhou Mi was freaking out that you would get pneumonia”

Stupid Zhou Mi.

“Oh, thank you?”

More laughing.

“No problem Kui Xian.”

Kyuhyun really wondered why she was friends with Zhou Mi.

Under the umbrella Kyuhyun noticed just how close Donghae was, she could even see the goosebumps appearing on his still naked arms from the cold air. As she watched him absentmindedly lick his lips out of the corner of her eye, she couldn’t stop the rush of inappropriate images that flooded her brain. Her skin heated up again. She was definitely going to hell.

Donghae, it turned out, was surprisingly easy to talk to when Heechul wasn’t there continually voicing his opinion. Mostly this seemed to be because if she got him started on a subject he would just keep talking about it, with minimal input from her. She was kind of disappointed as they reached her house.

“Thank you for walking me home.”

She had to hold onto the gate to stop from throwing herself onto his lips.

“No problem, it was fun.”

Donghae’s smile made Kyuhyun’s knees shake. She had to grip the gate harder.

“Thanks for coming today by the way, really helped knowing you guys were there.”

“No problem, it was fun.”

She smiled using Donghae’s words back, ignoring the way that her heart sank a little at the fact it wasn’t just aimed at her and smiling as she waved bye and went into the house. She leaned against the closed door and turned to face her mother who had been peeping through the little curtained window next to the door, and scowled.

“Well he’s cute, well done kiddo!”

Kyuhyun groaned and went upstairs to do her homework and kill CGI things before bed. Her dreams were full of hip thrusts and muscular arms.

>_

Tue, 11 Aug 2009 11:11:32 GMT

anyone know where i can buy 彭坦's cd from?
ive been looking since before christmas - no luck.

it probably doesnt help that i dont even know what his proper name is

i want to say "Tan Peng"... SOB

anyone help?

with friends like these...

Sun, 19 Jul 2009 22:25:09 GMT

ahahahahahaha

dreamrainydays says: hey did you hear that rumour about the beatles having band sex?
cate_monster says: =|
cate_monster says: i beg thy pardon
dreamrainydays says: ikr?
dreamrainydays says: but yeah
cate_monster says: thats.. eww
cate_monster says: not sexy
dreamrainydays says: LOL
dreamrainydays says: dbsk on the other hand...
cate_monster says: oh come on
cate_monster says: dont tell me yunho pounding jae into something isnt the nicest mental image youve had all day
cate_monstersays: now think about paul mccartney and ringo star. not the same is it?
dreamrainydays says: j;oplokyjhgt
dreamrainydays says: WHY DO THAT CATE
dreamrainydays says: WHY
cate_monster says: lol sorry
cate_monster says: well im not
cate_monster says: im actually really fucking amused
cate_monster says: but still
dreamrainydays says: acctually
dreamrainydays says: jae pounding yunho
dreamrainydays says: i think i wrote the other one once
dreamrainydays says: so
cate_monster says: .....me like
cate_monster says: though atm is all about the Homin =)
dreamrainydays says: ewwww

Mirotic Concert - fan acount :D

Sun, 05 Jul 2009 20:43:23 GMT

GREETINGS MORTALS :D

So im back, lol ive been back since monday, but you all know how lazy i am :D

so, my mirotic fan acount.. dont expect it to be brilliantly detailed, my brain is just fooooked :D
Warning : IMAGE HEAVY!

There’s not really a lot to say for Wednesday, I woke up early, really hyper, which considering I didn't get home from Matt’s till nearly midnight the night before is impressive. I finished up packing, got everything together and went to work :D
Straight after work I drove to hae‘s to pick her up and drove back to mine.
We made our signs at my house, and didn’t bother sleeping seeing as we were leaving to get the coach at about midnight.

My Max sign

Us before we left

So on Thursday we got the coach just after 1am, actually it was closer to 2am cause it was a little late.
And we were both still pretty hyper, and couldn’t sit next to each other at first, so we sat on seats sort of diagonally across from each other and “whispered” across the isle. And were talking about how Donghae and Henry communicate through sexy sign language to get what they want.
An old guy in front of Megan kept glaring daggers at us!
After we got off the coach we went through the airport smooth as anything, got there, checked in and went to duty free for shoppings and food :3
Urrr the plane… I fell asleep a few times, people annoyed Megan and we watched lots of films. The Plane all the way there was so so so long, it just seemed never ending.
So this is where Thursday ends, because due to the time difference we lost Thursday to travelling :3

Friday is a little more interesting.
We arrived into BKK airport - spent a million years doing immigration stuff.
And we got our bags, and then the wait started.

My airport purchases -

Yes, ANOTHER A star magazine haha.

So we waited many hours, saw many fan girls, spazzed lots, and waited for Sheryl.
Who finally arrived and my GOD IT WAS EXCITING!
So we got a taxi to the hotel to check in, I went and sat outside whilst the other two checked in :3
And then we all showered and spazzed out more - Bambi, Gingy and Doraemon got to sit on the bed together :3

After this we headed to the press conference, It was packed, absolutely packed, worse than the press conference for SMtown live was D:.
I could hardly breathe, at one point the air was so hot I felt like I was dying, it was just filling my lungs and burning, and I thought I was going to pass out.
And Megan and Sheryl decided we should leave, because it had been a long time and the boys weren’t there, Who knew how long we would be waiting (turns out ages to see them for 10 minutes)!
I could have married them!
So we went to look around the shopping centre for a while and then to eat at a Korean restaurant - which proper confused me, it was like “WE ORDER THIS THIS AND THIS” and I was just like.. “whut… we… we don’t do that in ENGLAND!”
Was very yummy though and we had lots of fun.
I’m not sure what time we slept, it was probably quite late after all the giggling and Junsu sex noises and “OOOPPPA”’s and “YOOCHUN”’s and many other inappropriate things were screamed about the room.
Not to mention the singing on the balcony and general loudness!

Ooh yeah, we found out DBSK were three floors below us - we were floor 18 they were on floor 15.
This was confirmed when a staff member got in the lift with us one day, and got out on floor 15, and a butt load of guards stood up and came to the door and we were freaking out pushing the close door button!

CONCERT DAY
Oh man I woke up so excited. It was stupidly early - but I really really didn’t care, because it was just so exciting, we woke up and got changed and were down for breakfast very very early.
We ended up at the venue super early as well, I only got to SMtown live in the afternoon, so I wasn’t quite sure what to expect, but I’m so glad we got there early, I wouldn’t have missed the atmosphere for the world.
At about half 10 me and Sheryl decided to go queue for merchandise, because there was already a little queue forming - and I’m glad we did, because it was sorted quickly that way :D
I got a t-shirt and a Memory stick on a lanyard thing :D

The tshirt

(its been worn so its stretched out where my boobies go :D)

We had a look around the fan made merchandise, I ended up buying a Max Fan on the first day - which a stupid security guard took off me - WAS NOT PLEASED. But I managed to keep a little keyring that came with it, its living on my phone (will put a picture at the end :3)

So we got inside, and ran to the nearest free space on the barrier, it wasn’t the front of the stage, but that’s what made it even better ! Where we were, members past us - and stood in front of us constantly, not to mention the fact that we had an amazing view of every part of the stage, and could see all three screens.

I cant remember everything of the concert but I will write stuff that stuck out.
AND IM NOT WRITING FOR EVERY SINGLE SONG D:
ALSO NOT IN THE RIGHT ORDER

Opening

As soon as it started, oh my god. The big screens just came up with this like, underwater world. And bubbles would uncover each member, I think I nearly made my throat bleed when max came out. But it was amazing, this music was playing that really got the crowd going, it made my heart flutter with excitement, and it brought a tear to my eye to see all the lighsticks move as one!
Then it started, the “ooooooooh”’s (lol what an amazing way to describe)
And the Hey! (don’t bring me down) music started, This was the moment it finally kicked in where I was.
So we were all screaming at the boys all popped out from different places - Junsu was on our side, Yoochun not too far away, and we could easily see Jae in the middle.
Oh god, it was the best song to open with, it was AMAZING. UNF!
Max looked so sexy :3

So Good girl was the next song.
OH MY GOD. The images on the screen were so beautiful, the boys faces in green
I keep saying I want it on a t-shirt.
And me and Megan kept doing our “GOOD GUUUUURL” thing very loud,
I’m tempted to say it was one of my favourites of the show.
I absolutely adored the choreography.

Rising sun.
OMG, I -think- it was this song. (though Megan didn’t see and I haven’t had chance to ask Sheryl)
Poor Yoochun messed up a little, but it wasn’t like mega noticeable :3
BUT oh god, the song was just… I thought It was amazing at SMtown live, but no.
It was just fantastic, Rising sun has been on my phone - every phone I’ve had, since it came out.
I used to play it in the car on the way home from college, I used to play it AT college.
Even my mum knows it.
Rising sun is just… special to me :3 and it was amazing. Just… *babbles*

The ROCK version of Hug.
OH WOW. The acoustic version at SMtown live was pretty, I will admit.
THIS, was just FABULOUS, white leather jackets, Bouncing and running around
And then molesting Changmin :’D
And Changmin Chasing Yunho back down the stage for whatever he did hahaha.

Wrong number
What do I need to say?
NOTHING
Because it was sexy and fabulous
Even though Changmin got his gun stuck
URGH god though, I could feel the beat pounding through me it was that loud,
And I think that’s what made it so amazing.
That and the little video at the start, like Junsu is ninja enough to pull that off :’D
Uuur and sexy gun changmin, yes please :3

The solo’s.
Changmins solo made me cry, it was an English song I remember both my dad and gran playing when I was a kid
Something about “in my kingdom” I was never good with names :3
But he was so beautiful and powerful.

Jae’s solo, was the most powerful thing ever, you can see just how much he puts into it.
He was so beautiful

And Yoochun’s solo, his little opening thing was really funny, made me chuckle.
And he had this mischievous grin on his face the whole time.
I thought Megan was gonna maul a bitch when he passed a Rose over to the other side,
But she took it with good grace :p
Oh god though, the song, it was absolutely fantastic. Beautiful, PERFECT.
Yoochun you are a star :3

BALLOONS
Again, another song my mum loves :D
Oh it was amazing.
The little video was so friggen cute!
And then the version of the song was beautiful
And what made it even better was when they were going off stage Jae went
“BYEBYE!”
OMG :’D

Changmins other song. The name of which escapes me but I want an mp3 of :D
This is the highlight of my evening
Changmin on a podium
Whilst the other members have fun.
First the song - Changmins voice was so gentle
It was like the most beautiful lullaby :3 (I DON’T CARE HOW CHEESY THAT SOUNDS!)
The song was just, beautiful. I absolutely adored it.
Jae came along first, Flying across the stage on his bike.
Still looking stunning of course.
Then was Yunho with his pink umbrella - FUNNY AS. The guy is so subtly camp :’D
Yoochun flying with his wings - being adorable
And then Junsu… flying across the stage on a giant phallic symbol…
Well a broomstick
But me and Megan were still creasing ourselves laughing at him.

Love in the ice.
I honestly don’t even know what to say
If you weren’t there you wouldn’t understand I guess.
It was… heartbreaking? No that’s not what it was.
But it made my heart feel really funny
And I had to keep battling back the tears.
That song is just… riddled with Emotion.

Xiahtic and Checkmate
…UNF!
There was no Key for Xiahtic - there was Yoochun.
I’ve never heard people scream that loud before.
Then again, they were grinding each other on the stage :3
It was. SEXY.
Even though Yoochun looked a little uncomfortable/embarrassed by Junsu’s crotch wiggling at him like that.
To be fair the boy is probably used to the other side wiggling at him :D
Checkmate was so hot.
I don’t understand the girls who boo/hate the girls dancing
Its sexy.
REALLY sexy.
Was so proud of leader:3

Umm.

Mirotic and O were amazing. Mirotic - Changmin’s scream gets me EVERY time, my gawd.
Crazy love was fantastic.
Sky was amazing.

OH! The hahaha song, omfg lol.
Basicly this Nintendo DS came up on the big screen, with two big buttons “replay” and “quit”
And this hand moving between them
And the whole crowd was chanting “REPLAY REPLAY REPLAY”
And obviously, the hand selected it
And then this little Mario screen came up
And the boys came out, running in a circle dancing about, singing it.
And at points they had to freeze
Only at one point Jae didn’t manage to keep still and bounced across the stage on one leg
I thought it was adorable :3
Yunho was running about like a nutter, dancing and being absolutely adorable.

Other random stuff from the first night
- Yunho’s butt right in front of us.
- Yoochun noticing our union jack (flag)
- Jae being a Jaedroid
- Junsu, on the other side of the stadium, wiggling his butt from side to side
(COULD STILL SEE IT CLEARLY :D)
- Changmin just being the sexiest thing alive!

After the concert we went back to the dusit, grabbed McDonalds and just ate in the room.
We weren’t as loud as the first night, and sleep was kinda quick haha.
But it was just as much fun :D

We woke up early again on the Sunday - Sheryl was supposed to be going to the concert.
But after checking tickets, decided we would buy some as well!
We didn’t get amazing standing tickets again, or even amazing sitting. But we weren’t in the WORST seats, and we could still see everything really well - and at least we were there!
Anyway,
Before I get ahead of myself.
We went down for breakfast, and dbsk’s dancers were down there, which was… kinda cool.
We decided to go shopping at a little shop I went to last time - Korean star.
(unfortunately the nice Korean lady wasn’t there this time =[ )
But we went in and bought some stuff, I got (lol here we go)
Another S magazine - this time with SJ on the cover but one of my favourite dbsk photoshoots in it.
I got a Jessica phone charm for daisy. And two Keyrings for myself, one Onew and one Changmin.
I got a GIANT Changmin poster, its red and SHINY and to advertise bbq chicken I think?
I also bought SHINee’s Romeo, which came with a free poster. Oh and a little Changmin name tag.
Almost forgot - I also bought one of the DBSK character shirts - Changmin, naturally.
OH and Max ears - from the balloons MV!

After this we ended up crossing the road, to go look in an adorable petshop/vets that caught our eye.
We started out just looking at all the cute clothes for animals, but me and Megan soon ended up playing with a puppy in a cage by the window.
We played with it for far too long, and made the mistake of naming it (Yoomin) and got far too attached.
I really did want to just bring it home with me :3

Yoomin

So then we dropped our stuff off at the hotel - changed quickly, and went to the concert venue for the second day :D
This time we went and looked around the fan goods properly, so we could buy things.
I ended up buying a Max hoodie (fan made), a new Max phone charm and 2 Max prints :3.

OK! So second day of the concert, We were sitting so we made our way up to our seats and sat down.
They weren’t great seats, but I didn’t really care - I was just SO happy to be there again :3

I’m not going to go through it like last time - it was that same set list lol. But just gonna mention stuff :3

-Min’s solo - it got me again, its his voice, its too much for me to not be attached. I only cried a little.
-Love in the ice - amazing
-Hug, someone - I think it was Yoochun, got Changmins jacket off his shoulders. THANKYOU!
-HaHaHa song - Changmin couldn’t be bothered so he just sat on the floor whilst the others ran around him *cuddles* lazy boy <3
-the ending, they were supposed to walk around and wave bye, Junsu started going the wrong way, so Jae went into mother mode and started waving his hand at him and laughing going “Junsu, JUNSU!” to get him to follow them :’D
- the screens kept splitting into YunJae and Yoosu and it made the crowd scream WILD, absolutely wild :D

After the concert it had been raining so hard, so we had to like WADE through water up to my knees to find a taxi, and again ended up back at the hotel with McDonalds.

It was an amazing weekend, and I had so much fun and I loved being with the girls so much, I wish it just hadn’t had to end. It was sad that it did =[ .

Though I slept the entire way home :D

Random pictures that need adding on !

Mini-Min

Lighsticks

Girlies <3

The view from our balcony

And finally, because I’m too tired to put up all the fan signs

Changmin and Jae singing love in the ice the second night :3
(taken as the camera was switching from Min to Jae)

.

happppy birthday :D

Sun, 21 Jun 2009 13:33:37 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WOOOK BB!!

(OMNOMNOMNOM)

My bias's. let me throw them at you.

love the wookster :D alot alot !!
(and everyone thought the ryeowook thing was just a phase :D)

Onew picspam in progress

Tue, 16 Jun 2009 23:06:17 GMT

Cate Monster❤ -10- Sailor Sunny says:
i need to get out of onew mode
Cate Monster❤ -10- Sailor Sunny says:
its making me want to do an onew picspam
dαisy ღ says:
do it! i love picspams <3

THESE ARE JUST IN THE ORDER THEY ARE IN IN MY FOLDER, IE - NO ORDER 8D

WITH OTHERS

AHAHAHAHAHA OMG

Mon, 08 Jun 2009 22:47:42 GMT

me and hae just had the most amazing and wonferful hillarious msn conversation EVER
so im posting it here for all my lovelies to read, :D

Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
you know what i miss?
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
GOOD FANFICTION
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
ME TOO
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
they are all written with the naivety of people who’ve never really experienced love
or heartbreak
or anything they write about
who all think butt sexx wont hurt if they really love each other or whatever
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
or don't know how sex works ):
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
lol yes exactly
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
LOL or that it hurts for like a second
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
and fic writers are getting younger too
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
and then suddenly its all pleasure
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
its like, darling if junsus a virgin, i doubt he would willy nilly find pleasure instantly after a cock being rammed up his ass. he would be tensing too much aswell . BUTT SEX IS NOT THAT SIMPLE ): EVEN IF I MYSELF HAVEN'T HAD IT. I STILL GET IT.
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
LOL YES exactly
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
im gonna keep my mouth shut
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
but its not gonna stop hurting like that
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
exactly. plus those who always write about how they have it everyday.
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
but its like, what about the walls of the anal?
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
by the way some people write
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
jae shoud be shitting himself
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
can't they collapse from too much anal.
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
because
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
LOLOL. omg
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
YOU GET MY POINT
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
DYING
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
did you know right
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
lol
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
right
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
old gay men
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
who have had too much buttsex
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
have to use tampons, or they poop themselves
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
HAHAHAHAHA
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
an old gay man in a club told me that, in canal street
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
and i threw up like 3 seconds later
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
i need to go to canal street. lets go sometime. my friends are pussys.
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
ahaha ok
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
i will invite my friends
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
they love canal street
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
yay!
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
and we keep saying we need a night out in manchester
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
now is an excuse
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
EXACTLY!
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
i love how aswell
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
people make them all out to be genuises in butt sex
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
lol yeah i know
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
you know full well
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
they are gonna suck
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
not like
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
suck cock
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
well probably that
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
but
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
like
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
suck at the butt sex
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
suck asin fail
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
... *attempts to make sense and stop rambling*
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
like with the fingers and such. when they 'discover their love for each other' and suddenly hos pushing fingers in jae like he knows what hes doing.
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
oh god i cant stop, stop me
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
YOU KNOW HO WOULD EQUAL AKWARD SEX.
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
lol!
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
HO WOULD BE LIKE
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
"IM NOT GAY IM NOT GAY"
"tell that to the penis in my ass..."
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
SHIT WHERE DOES IT GO ): SHIT SHIT SHIT.
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
LOL!
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
"JAE WHERE IS YOUR VAGINA?"
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
"WHERE AM I SUPPOSED TO PUT THIS IF YOU DONT HAVE A VAGINA?"
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
" .... I WILL FUCKING RIP OF YOUR BALL SACK JUNG DDD<"
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
AHAHAHAHAHA
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
*drops dead laughing like changmin*
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
XDDDDD
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
"now yunho, i'm just going to lead you here okay."
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
"but but .... WHAT IF YOU SHIT ON ME ):"
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
AHAHAHA OMG
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
" ....... oh my god"
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
THATS THE THING ASWELL
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
ALL THESE KIDDIES
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
DONT FACTOR IN
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
THAT DBSK POOP
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
THEY MAKE ANAL TO BE OUT SPARKLY
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
AHAHAHA
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
AND CLEAN
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
YES!
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
then again... would you read shit fic
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
and i dont mean that in the "eww this fic fails" sense
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
i would cringe XD
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
so you have to remove the poop from the equasion
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
LOL
cringetastic
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
i love the fact aswell
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
that every asian
in every fanfic
has an enormous penis
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
i can imagine chun and jae have at least some education in what they know about anal because well they are the most experienced in the sex department
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
LOL yeah
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
DO THEY NOT KNOW MOST ASIANS ARE SMALL? ):
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
MOST?
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
NEARLY ALL!!!
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
LOL
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
EXCEPT THAT HO
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
8D
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
have you seen dildo's in asia? dont even ask how i know
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
they are like
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
TINY
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
i actually haven't XD
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
it makes me lol
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
asian lesbian porn
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
its like
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
"lol whut is this?”
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
well i've watched asian porn D;
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
its kinda ew because they are hairy
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
and the girls moaning is fucking annoying
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
ROFL I KNOW
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
they are so high pitched
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
and
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
ITS LIKE STFUUUUUUUUUU
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
unnecessary
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
and instead of yes, with japanese porn, its like "Hai" and i just want the other one to go "I KNOW, YOUVE GREETED ME, STFU"
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
XDDDDD
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
i've watched some fucked up japanese porn
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
do i even want to ask?
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
nope 8D
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
you've read doggy sex though
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
8DDD
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
i haven’t!
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
you tried to make me
but i didnt read it
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
OKAY THAT WAS ME
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
the mental images were enough
i still cant look at dbsk dogs the same way
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
XDDDDD
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
can you imagine
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
mins dog
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
NO NO I CANT
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
humping his cock
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
I CANT
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
STOP IT
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
OH GOD
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
DYING
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
OH MY GOD
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
NOT OK
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
you know we were talking about which dbsk and sj members have probably had sex... im still undecided about changmin
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
he seems too...
awkward?
but at the same time
the boy is sexy
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
and not with his dog ¬_¬
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
8D
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
junsu is no.
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
changmin.
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
hm.
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
junsu is definate no
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
i'm going to stick with no.
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
until i kidnap him in the dusit
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
LOL
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
*angel smile*
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
he'll like it ¬_¬
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
ho is a whore.
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
ho is a whoooorebag
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
he lovessssss cock
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
8D
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
he loves to munch the cocks
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
multiple
Yes,
multiple
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
he loves to ride
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
LOL
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
LOL omg that reminds me
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
of this picture i saw
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
WHAT PICTURE?
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
i want to read ot5 now
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
the one where they all jiz on his face
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
lol i can never.. the problem with ot5
is that junsu would die, from embaressment
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
and too much penis and, im sorry what jizz on his face?
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
but ot5 is lovely : D
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
ahahaha if you say so
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
oh god, you know that Yunho rubbing himself against Jae clip you sent me?
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
chun banging su whilst changmin bangs chun. OH LOVELY.
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
yes XD!
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
after i watched that i had "jizzed in my pants" stuck in my head for like two hours
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
XDDD
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
not the whole song, just that one line
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
he probs did
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
hes always rubbing himself up against him
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
lol judging by his face he did
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
like 'CAN'T WAITTTT ;=;'
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
lol you recon if jaes not there he just starts attacking random pieces of furniture/staff
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
hes probs a master in anal now 8D
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
ahahahahhahahahahahahaha
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
LIKE THE JAPANESE DO
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
they are always humping shit
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
lol! :'D
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
i cant imagine junsu having any sort of libido
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
then again
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
Yoochun probably has junsu's share, ontop of his own libido
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
and 5 other peoples
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
oh my god
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
perffeccct.
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
lol
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
i can imagine su just having sex just to shut chun up
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
would it be wholy innapropriate for me to make comments about you not being able to walk properly after staying in the dusit?
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
'PLEASSEEEE ITS BEEN 5 HOURSSSSSSSSS. PLEASSSSSEEEEEEE I LOVE YOUR ASSSSSS'
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
i dont care if it is i just thought it best to clarify
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
nope 8D
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
LOL!
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
its a hard life for junsu
having to give "shut the fuck up" sex
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
yeah XD
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
and poor changmin. stuck with the two couples
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
Lol, peering at them
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
THATS THE REASON WHY JUNSU WAS IN THE WHEELCHAIR
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
LOL WHUT
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
YOOCHUN FUCKED HIM TOO HARD
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
AHAHAHAHAHHAHAA :'D BRILLIANT
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
HAHAHHA SO HE REALLY ACTUALLY COULDN'T WALK.
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
god what do you recon yoochun did while Su was wheelchairised
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
lol
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
wait wait
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
he rubbed up against the chair
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
on yunho's recommendation
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
humped that shit
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
yeah XD
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
omg
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
fomfomgomfg
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
i just had
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
a fucking cracked up picture
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
STOP IT CATE XD
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
LOL WHUT?
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
Junsu in the wheelchair
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
and yoochun naked behind it humping into it
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
it has like
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
AHAHAHAHA DYING DYING
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
a little hole.
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
OMG
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
oh good god thats brilliant
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
lol changmin walks in like "ok... im just gonna... go now"
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
and runs off to tell jae
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
who would just laugh
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
and take a photo for future evidence
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
LOL OMG JAE AND HIS CAMERA
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
:'D
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
I'd love to see what pictures are on that thing
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
wouldnt we all
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
i can imagine jae being a little kinky shit
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
lol yoochun chasing junsu
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
yoochun sexually harrassing junsu
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
yunho asleep
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
changmin eating
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
yoochun bothering junsu
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
changmin eating
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
yoosu wheelchair sex
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
changmin possibly humping the fridge
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
LOL
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
aah wheelchair sex :'D
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
i need someone to write that
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
no
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
i do
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
really
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
and britchun
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
BRITNEY AND YOOCHUN
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
OMFG
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
LOL WTF?
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
MY TWO FAVOURITE PEOPLE IN THE WORLD
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
other than me
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
i'd read catmin
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
ahahahaha
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
oh god
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
best pairing in the world
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
haahha : D
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
and megchun
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
mate
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
Megchun *thumbs up*
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
please
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
order me a wheelchair
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
for the dusi
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
*dusit
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
AHAHAHAHAA
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
we should see if we can get one
cause the guard is less likely to stop an english girl in a wheelchair being pushed by another english girl
who are just random tourists
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
not fangirls...
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
i dont think we are going to pull off our "pretend not to be fangirls in the hotel" thing... with.. how spazzy we are
and how much you would hyperventilate if you saw yoochun
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
"FUCK ME"
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
LOL
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
can you imagine
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
vividly
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
im tempted to get a taser in some sort of attempt to stop you mounting him in a corridor
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
or junsu going a bit sick
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
8D
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
ahahahahahaha
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
then asking chun for make up sex
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
but chuns like 'too tired from that british girl. we beat our record'
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
ahahahaha!
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
im still liking the "drill a whole in the wall to see all the dbsk sex" idea
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
yes! : D
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
and be greated with yunhos ass
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
LOL
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
'WE GOT JAEHO. WE GOT JAEHOO'
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
JAAAAAAAAAAEHO
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
8D
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
oh gooood excited much
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
very omg
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
do you recon the other fans will handle our... slightly warped thought processes?
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
who cares 8D
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
LOL OH YOU
yunhos teeth (a comment left on another post)
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
yowch
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
it just dawned on me XD
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
still young aswell 8D
megane ☺ ₁₇ says:
so had no fucking clue XD
Cate Monster❤ -18- says:
*shudder*.

OMG PLEASE

Mon, 18 May 2009 00:08:01 GMT

please

someone

anyone

well not if you write failfic...

..
..SOMEONE PLEASE

write me some Siwon/Kyuhyun porn?

THEY ARE ASKING FOR IT!!

Whispers of the heart ch.7

Thu, 23 Apr 2009 23:52:24 GMT

Title: Whispers of the Heart
Chapter : 7/7
Pairings : KyuMi (main), EunHae, HanChul, WonMin, YunJae, HenWook, KiSung, KangTeuk. Kyuhyun/Sooyoung
Rating : This chapter - PG
Warning: STILL GIRLS
Summary: Kyuhyun has never been good with people, an antisocial teenage girl she's used to being alone, so when she meets the lively Zhou Mi in a bookstore, she can't help but lose her senses and fall for the girl who can't fail to make her smile. So what if her friends push her towards somebody new?
THIS ISNT THE END, THERE IS THE EPILOGUE TO COME :D

It took a few minutes of complete silence, of Zhou Mi staring into Kyuhyun's eyes before she spoke.

“Because of me? What did I do?”

Kyuhyun laughed, looking down at her hands.

“You did nothing! You didn’t have to, you’ve never done anything to encourage it but I still managed to let myself…”

She couldn’t say it, she had to but it was just too hard.

“I can’t be friends with you anymore, Mi.”

A tiny voice answered her.

“Why?”

“Because Mi, it hurts too much.”

She looked up at Zhou Mi with tears in her eyes to see her completely confused, looking back at her.

“You don’t get it do you?” Kyuhyun sighed, “I don’t know when, or why, or how but… one day I just woke up and stopped feeling like you were my friend. Friend wasn’t enough! I started feeling sad if I went even a day without talking to you. I thought about you all the time. According to Sooyoung I don’t stop talking about you.”

“What are you trying to say?”

“You oblivious Chinese idiot, I’m in love with you!”

Kyuhyun couldn’t force herself to look at Zhou Mi, head down, watching her own tears collect in her hands. She could hear movement and suddenly Zhou Mi was next to her, tilting her head up to look in her eyes. She wiped Kyuhyun's tears away for the second time before she was leaning in and lightly brushing their lips together. She leant back, lips still lightly touching Kyuhyun's.

“You’re the idiot.”

Zhou Mi pulled back a little more to look properly at Kyuhyun.

“I though maybe you liked me… but I wasn’t sure, so I figured that I would wait, because if you did like me surely you would do something about it. But you didn’t. And then I found out you were going on a date with someone and it made me think, if I carried on waiting I might never get what I want. That’s why I went to your house, so I could tell you. Actually I think your mum figured out why I was there - she said I should wait for you to come home, but after a while I felt quite pathetic so I left.”

Zhou Mi paused to think about her words, lacing her fingers with Kyuhyun's and running her other hand through her fringe.

“Today when I saw you in the store, I thought I would be okay knowing you were with someone. But… just you mentioning her hurt, and then she turned up, and she was beautiful and I couldn’t stand it. That’s why I left.”

They were both silent for a little while, sat together on the floor still holding hands.

“So… what now?”

Zhou Mi chuckled.

“That’s up to you Kui Xian. I know what I want.”

Kyuhyun put her arms around Zhou Mi’s neck and kissed her. Where Sooyoung's kisses had made her dizzy, this made her feel on fire, nerves exploding and stomach turning. Kyuhyun felt alive. Zhou Mi broke the kiss, panting slightly, blushing, and Kyuhyun had never thought she had looked more beautiful.

Zhou Mi lifted her arm up and looked at her watch, they had just been lying on the floor hugging for quite a long time.

“Kui Xian it's 2AM, do you think I could have my arms back to put my pyjamas on?”

Kyuhyun wriggled even closer to Zhou Mi, tightening her hold around her waist.

“In a minute.”

“We'll get sore if we sleep down here.”

“Fine.” Kyuhyun sat up and stretched her arms up, Zhou Mi’s bathrobe almost falling completely off her shoulders, being too big on her. “Have you got something I could sleep in?”

Kyuhyun inwardly did a victory dance at the blush on Zhou Mi’s face when she had caught her looking at where the bathrobe had been slipping. She went to her cupboard to find something that would fit Kyuhyun.

They lay in Zhou Mi’s bed holding hands, Zhou Mi kissing Kyuhyun gently over and over until they both fell asleep with a muttered ‘love you‘ from Zhou Mi.

***

Kyuhyun woke up before Zhou Mi, aching from their time spent lying on the floor, but she didn’t care; she couldn’t remember the last time she had felt this happy, despite her aches and sore eyes from all the crying. Kyuhyun sat up and stretched, brushing the hair out of Zhou Mi’s sleeping face. She kissed Zhou Mi on the cheek who slowly opened her eyes. Kyuhyun felt Zhou Mi’s arms slide around her, pulling her back down to lie next to Zhou Mi in a hug.

“Good morning.”

Whispers of the heart ch.6

Thu, 23 Apr 2009 23:41:00 GMT

Title: Whispers of the Heart
Chapter : 6/7
Pairings : KyuMi (main), EunHae, HanChul, WonMin, YunJae, HenWook, KiSung, KangTeuk. Kyuhyun/Sooyoung
Rating : This chapter - PG
Warning: STILL GIRLS
Summary: Kyuhyun has never been good with people, an antisocial teenage girl she's used to being alone, so when she meets the lively Zhou Mi in a bookstore, she can't help but lose her senses and fall for the girl who can't fail to make her smile. So what if her friends push her towards somebody new?

Sooyoung had moved to undo Kyuhyun's jeans, removing them from her hips when Kyuhyun finally panicked, giving the first excuse that came to her head.

“Wait! We can’t… it’s too fast!”

Sooyoung sat up again.

“Is this about Zhou Mi?”

Kyuhyun was caught by surprise, staring into Sooyoung's big brown eyes.

“What do you mean?”

Sooyoung sighed, smiling sadly at Kyuhyun.

“Please tell me you can at least admit to yourself how much you love her?”

“What?”

“Oh come on Kyu, you aren’t even subtle about it. And I’ve been trying so hard to ignore it.”

“Okay fine, so maybe I like her a little bit!”

Sooyoung looked right at Kyuhyun with such sad eyes.

“You don’t even see what you're like, do you? You talk about her all the time, sometimes it’s like you don’t even realise you are doing it! ‘Oh Zhou Mi did this, Zhou Mi said that, Zhou Mi and I were talking about this!’ And worst of all Kyu, when you mention some conversation you’ve had you smile, this… content smile, like its so humorous to remember, and it’s the only time you're that happy. I thought maybe I could be okay being second best to the ’wonderful Zhou Mi’, but you know what, it’s getting a little annoying! I’m here, working so hard for you, giving you everything you should want, and still all you can think about is her, and where is she? What are you to her right now, Kyuhyun?”

Sooyoung started crying, sat nearly naked on Kyuhyun's lap, hands gripping the bed sheets

“I could easily l… we could be great, if only you could forget her. And I honestly don’t think you can, do you?”

Kyuhyun sat basking in her own shame as realisation washed over her. She had tried to pretend she was happy, and yes, she liked Sooyoung, but it wasn’t the same and it wasn’t enough. Kyuhyun couldn’t just turn off her feelings for Zhou Mi. Feeling like the worst person ever she shook her head, tears in her eyes. She opened and closed her mouth a few times, trying to think of something to say.

“I’m an idiot, I’m so sorry”

She wasn’t even sure Sooyoung could hear it, but she held Kyuhyun's hand to show she had.

“You'd better stay friends with me Kyuhyun or I’ll get Sungmin to kick your ass!”

Kyuhyun gave a watery chuckle before they hugged. The hug lasted about five minutes, before Sooyoung pushed Kyuhyun away.

“Get dressed, clean yourself up and go tell that oblivious Chinese menace how you feel, for everyone’s sake. Before you risk losing something special.”

She squeezed Kyuhyun's hand once more, smiling at her. Friends, yeah, Kyuhyun thought they could manage that.

***

Kyuhyun left Sooyoung's house a little while after; they had hugged a bit more and Sooyoung had informed Kyuhyun that being awkward was forbidden. It had made Kyuhyun smile, even though she was still angry at herself for being an idiot to someone so amazing.

Kyuhyun had decided to walk to Zhou Mi’s to give her time to clear her head, seeing as Sooyoung only lived about twenty minutes away from Zhou Mi’s apartment. This turned out to be a stupid idea - five minutes in it had started to rain, hard, and Kyuhyun didn’t have an umbrella.

By the time she arrived at Zhou Mi’s building she was soaked, wet hair clinging round her face and neck, and she had started crying again just because she felt sorry for herself. She calmed herself down before going into the building and climbing the stairs. Trust Zhou Mi to live on the eighth floor of a building with a broken lift.

Kyuhyun stood outside Zhou Mi’s door, leaving a little puddle of rain water; she had been there for five minutes and she still hadn’t knocked. She was scared, so scared that once again she started to tear up. It was too much emotion for one evening - guilty at how she had treated Sooyoung, nervous about telling Zhou Mi the truth and also terrified that this would cause her to lose Zhou Mi for good.

She leant her head against the wall next to Zhou Mi’s door, attempting to compose herself before she did this when Zhou Mi’s voice sounded from the hallway behind her.

“Kui Xian! What are you doing here?”

Kyuhyun whipped around to see Zhou Mi standing at the top of the stairs, some grocery bags in her hands and her long umbrella dripping water onto the floor.

“Oh my God! You're soaking, get in here before you get sick!”

Zhou Mi opened the door and pulled Kyuhyun inside by her arm, fingers warm against Kyuhyun's icy skin. She put the groceries on the table and continued to pull Kyuhyun through to her bedroom and handing Kyuhyun her bathrobe.

“Change into this, I’ll get the shower started!”

After she changed, Kyuhyun sat on Zhou Mi’s bed wrapped in the enormous, fluffy bathrobe. She sat with her legs dangling over the bed, still crying softly to herself even though she wasn’t sure why any more. Zhou Mi came back into the room and pulled Kyuhyun into a tight hug.

“Go shower and warm yourself up. I’m going to make us some soup and then you can tell me what’s wrong, okay?”

She wiped Kyuhyun's tears away and Kyuhyun nodded. Zhou Mi gave her a towel and pushed her toward the bathroom, making her way to the kitchen.

The shower water washed over Kyuhyun, warming her up and helping her to clear her head a little. She stole some of Zhou Mi’s shampoo and washed her hair, the strawberry smell that she instantly associated with Zhou Mi made her smile and feel a lot more relaxed. She had to tell Zhou Mi now, it was too late not to. She was utterly, hopelessly in love with her.

***

When she came out of the bathroom there were two bowls of soup on the little table in Zhou Mi’s room, steam rising welcomingly. Zhou Mi came back from the living room holding her own and Kyuhyun's phones.

“I called your mum - she said for you to stay here and if you go out in the rain again and get sick, she’ll take away all your games.”

Kyuhyun smiled and let Zhou Mi guide her to sit down on the floor in front of one of the bowls.

“Eat, you’ll feel better.”

Kyuhyun did as she was told. The soup was warm and made her realise how hungry she had become during her wandering. Zhou Mi was too good at looking after people; she had cleared away the empty bowls in silence, coming back with a mug of something steaming and Kyuhyun could smell chocolate. Zhou Mi placed it on the table in front of her, still silent, not forcing Kyuhyun to talk until she was ready.

Kyuhyun eventually spoke, in a voice much quieter than normal.

“Sooyoung broke up with me.”

Zhou Mi looked shocked.

“I thought maybe you two had fought or something, but broke up with you? Why? Is she stupid?”

Kyuhyun looked back up at Zhou Mi through still-damp strands of hair.

“Because of you, Mi.”

whispers of the heart ch5

Wed, 22 Apr 2009 19:39:06 GMT

Title: Whispers of the Heart
Chapter : 5/7
Pairings : KyuMi (main), EunHae, HanChul, WonMin, YunJae, HenWook, KiSung, KangTeuk. Kyuhyun/Sooyoung
Rating : This chapter - PG
Warning: STILL GIRLS
Summary: Kyuhyun has never been good with people, an antisocial teenage girl she's used to being alone, so when she meets the lively Zhou Mi in a bookstore, she can't help but lose her senses and fall for the girl who can't fail to make her smile. So what if her friends push her towards somebody new?

Chapter one
Chapter Two part 1
Chapter Two part 2
Chapter Three
Chapter Four

It had been three weeks since Kyuhyun and Sooyoung had started 'dating'. It had taken a total of three days before Sooyoung started sitting with them at lunch, and only a furhter two days before they were caught kissing in the corridor after Sooyoung had grabbed Kyuhyun by her school tie. They were found against the lockers by a very loud Heechul. One more day before Sooyoung had asked if she could call Kyuhyun her girlfriend. Kyuhyun wasn’t going to lie, she was enjoying all the attention Sooyoung paid her, but at the same time she wasn’t completely happy. Every minute spent with Sooyoung detracted from her time with Zhou Mi, time that was limited mostly to messenger and phone calls, though they were still fun.

A lot had happened in two weeks. Henry had finally stopped being a baby and had asked Ryeowook out, and it turned out they were even more sickening when they became ‘official’. Yesung had been asked out on a date with Kibum, which when Heechul had told them in school had made everyone at the table burst into fits of uncontrollable laughter, partly because Yesung might finally be out of the closet but mostly at the disgusted look on Heechul's face.

***

It was Saturday and Kyuhyun was working. It was really hot and Siwon had broken the fan trying to make it work on a higher, nonexistent setting. She had draped herself over the counter, having sent Siwon to go buy them a new fan before God punished him for killing an innocent girl. Or before she punished Siwon for being an absolute idiot.

She was almost asleep when someone flicked her forehead, she shot up, fist clenched and ready to punch Siwon only to be faced with Zhou Mi’s enormous grin.

“Hey stranger!”

Kyuhyun ran around the counter to give Zhou Mi a hug, which lasted just a little too long.

“What are you doing here?” Kyuhyun hugged her again before leaning back against the counter, it really was too warm, which had resulted in Zhou Mi wearing a dress - a dress with tiny straps that showed off all her shoulders and her collarbones and Kyuhyun was trying very hard not to look at her cleavage. Zhou Mi’s long hair was clipped up out of the way, random strands dangling around her neck in random curls. Kyuhyun thought she looked perfect.

“I would say I was buying a CD, but we both know my music taste sucks. Just thought we could have a catch up, and don’t lie and say you're working!”

Kyuhyun smiled. Before Zhou Mi had got too busy with university work, she had spent a lot of Saturdays sat at the counter keeping Kyuhyun company. Kyuhyun pulled out the stool from the store room and set it out for Zhou Mi.

“How have you been, Mi? We’ve hardly had time to talk recently,” she hesitated “I’ve missed you.”

Zhou Mi smiled that smile, the one that made Kyuhyun's stomach flip; it wasn’t the mega-watt smile, it was a soft, modest smile that meant she was genuinely happy.

“I’ve missed you too, what have you been up to?”

Kyuhyun went back round the counter, leaning over it, back into her previous position.

“School mostly, and then…”

“Sooyoung?”

Kyuhyun nodded. Why was it so weird talking about her ‘girlfriend’ with her best friend? She should be able to talk about it but she couldn’t. Kyuhyun straightened up to see Zhou Mi staring at her lap, a sad sort of look in her eyes.

“Mi, you ok?”

Zhou Mi looked up, her eyes a little watery, and was about to answer when the bell on the door signalled a new customer. Zhou Mi turned round and Kyuhyun leaned to see around her. Sooyoung was wandering through the racks of CDs heading for the counter. Zhou Mi had turned back round, obviously she wouldn’t know who it was - she had no idea what Sooyoung looked like.

Before Kyuhyun could tell her, Sooyoung was at the counter, leaning over to kiss Kyuhyun. Her limbs seemed longer than normal, the hot weather causing her to wear the tiniest shorts known to man. Kyuhyun walked round the counter; might aswell introduce them properly.

“Sooyoung, this is Zhou Mi. Zhou Mi, Sooyoung.”

She made some very awkward hand gestures between them. Sooyoung was all smiles offering her hand out to Zhou Mi, who seemed somewhat reluctant to take it. Kyuhyun noticed her taking in all of Sooyoung, from her dusty sneakers, never ending legs, miniature shorts and ridiculously perfect figure. Kyuhyun would be jealous, if she couldn’t see the skeptical look Zhou Mi was doing this with.

Zhou Mi stood up from the stool, straightening her dress.

“I should get going. It was nice to meet you. Speak to you soon, Kyuhyun.”

She walked out of the store before Kyuhyun could even say goodbye as Sooyoung took her place in the now-empty stool. Kyuhyun felt a little sad; she was finally going to spend some time with Zhou Mi for the first time in a while, and Kyuhyun wanted to know what had upset her. She should have been happy to see Sooyoung, but she couldn’t help staring at the door instead of her, hoping for Zhou Mi to walk back in.

After fifteen minutes of talking nonsense Siwon finally came back with a working fan, carrying it on his shoulder with one arm, trying to show off how strong he was. He got a smack round the head for winking at Sooyoung. Kyuhyun wondered how Sungmin could like someone so greasy.

“Kyu, I should go,” Sooyoung was looking at her watch, like she wanted time to go backwards, “are you busy after work?”

“Don’t think so, you want to do something?”

“Yeah, you want to come over to my place? I could meet you when you finish and we can get the bus together.”

Kyuhyun thought about this for a second. She had ended up at Sooyoung's one evening after school and had pretty much had Sooyoung attached to her for the entire time before she had to leave. Was she in the mood for an endless make-out session? Not really, but she couldn’t really say no to Sooyoung who was looking at her with big wide eyes and being painfully cute.

“Sure, I finish in two hours”

Sooyoung smiled again, leaning over to kiss Kyuhyun on the cheek.

“I have to go to meet Sunny for a while, see you in two hours!”

It was half an hour later, when Kyuhyun was asleep on the counter, that Sungmin and Eeteuk had walked into the store together. Kyuhyun thought maybe the world was coming to an end.

“What are you two doing here… together?”

“We sort of settled our differences, is Siwon working?”

Kyuhyun pointed to the Classical section where Siwon was arguing with a box of CDs. Sungmin was gone in a matter of seconds, giggling at Siwon's side. Kyuhyun thought it was quite embarrassing.

“Where’s Kangin?”

“Busy with Taeyeon.”

“And she would be?”

“ A girl from his school who he has to do a project with.”

“Mhmm, a little jealous are we?”

“No. Maybe. A little. Kyuhyun, she’s really pretty.”

Kyuhyun laughed and gave Eeteuk a hug, it was obvious to everyone else that Kangin only had eyes for Eeteuk, but Kyuhyun guessed it was natural for Eeteuk to feel jealous over something like this.

***

Sooyoung was outside the store when Kyuhyun left, sat on the windowsill with her knees up and reading a book. She looked beautiful, so why couldn’t Kyuhyun stop thinking about Zhou Mi? This beautiful, interesting, clever, funny girl wanted to be with Kyuhyun, and Zhou Mi clearly didn’t. Kyuhyun was an idiot.

She coughed and Sooyoung looked up at her, smiling.

“Hey! You finished?”

“Yeah, you been here long?”

“Nope!”

Sooyoung bounced up, wiping imaginary dirt of her shorts and putting her bag over her shoulder.

“Ready to go?”

She took Kyuhyun's hand instantly, pulling her along to the bus stop. They sat together on the bus, close, hands still together, whispering about random things that came to mind.

Twenty minutes after arriving at Sooyoung's house and Kyuhyun found herself on Sooyoung's bed, pinned down with Sooyoung kissing her quite forcefully - a kiss that had started out innocent but was heating up faster than Kyuhyun's brain could comprehend. Sooyoung's hands had wandered, one tangled in Kyuhyun's hair and the other under her t-shirt, resting on the skin of her waist. Her own hands had taken a mind of their own, resting on Sooyoung's hips, pulling the other girl closer to herself.

Sooyoung sat up on Kyuhyun's lap, pulling her shirt over her head to reveal her bright blue bra. Kyuhyun's mouth went dry as she took in the sight before her of Sooyoung in nothing but her underwear and tiny shorts, hair falling round her shoulders and a wild look in her eyes. She pulled Kyuhyun's shirt off aswell before kissing her again, moving her across Kyuhyun's cheek to her neck, her collarbone and Kyuhyun's brain tried to keep up.

Was it what she wanted? Yes. But was it who she wanted? No. Ever since she had come into the store earlier all Kyuhyun could think about was Zhou Mi. She knew this wasn’t right, that it wasn’t going to make things better but Sooyoung was making it so damn hard to concentrate on what was ‘right’ when her mouth was on Kyuhyun's hip bone like that.

Whispers of the heart Chapter 4

Tue, 21 Apr 2009 21:22:08 GMT

Title: Whispers of the Heart
Chapter : 4/?
Pairings : KyuMi (main), EunHae, HanChul, WonMin, YunJae, HenWook, KiSung, KangTeuk. Kyuhyun/Sooyoung
Rating : This chapter - G
Warning: STILL GIRLS
Summary: Kyuhyun has never been good with people, an antisocial teenage girl she's used to being alone, so when she meets the lively Zhou Mi in a bookstore, she can't help but lose her senses and fall for the girl who can't fail to make her smile. So what if her friends push her towards somebody new?
THANKYOU AS ALWAYS TO DAISY :3

Chapter one
Chapter Two part 1
Chapter Two part 2
Chapter Three

It was about half eleven when the sound of Sonic the Hedgehog rang through the room - Kyuhyun's phone, which in all the excitement of her ‘date’ she had misplaced, probably during one of Heechul's attempts to dress her in something hideously slutty. It was discovered under a sofa cushion.

“Hello?”

“Hey, it’s me. Er... Mi?”

Kyuhyun laughed, sometimes Zhou Mi was simple. “Hey, did you get all your work finished?”

“About... one more paragraph to go and I should be done, which means I’m free tomorrow!”

“Oh…” Kyuhyun tried to elbow Heechul and Jaejoong out of the way who were trying to overhear who Kyuhyun was talking to and what it was about.

“So, you still want to do something? What time?”

“Well, I thought you would be working all day, so I sort of made some plans in the daytime.”

“SHE HAS A DATE!”

“Shut up, Heechul!” Kyuhyun kicked Heechul away from her and went to continue the call locked in the bathroom. “Sorry about that, but... maybe we could do something tomorrow night? I should be home by 6.”

“…you have a date?”

“Yeah… not my idea. So tomorrow night?”

“Sure Kui Xian, I’ll call you about six and we can go out somewhere. My roommate's got her boyfriend here this weekend and it's really not a pretty sight!”

“OK, sounds good.”

“So… I'd better get back to my work. I’ll speak to you tomorrow, Kui Xian.”

Kyuhyun stared at her phone, confused as to why Zhou Mi had hung up so fast. Work or no work, no matter where Kyuhyun might be, Zhou Mi always had a million and one things to say to her and they could talk on the phone for hours. She ignored the feeling that it was somehow her fault and took the time to call her mother to let her know that she would be late home tomorrow, then went back to the living room, Heechul dragging her back onto the sofa between herself and Sungmin.

“Who was that?”

“Zhou Mi.”

“That was quick. Don’t you normally take a couple of years?”

“She’s busy.”

“What did she say about your date?”

“Nothing.”

Maybe that’s why Kyuhyun had stopped being excited. She had just realised, going on this date with Sooyoung meant giving up on Zhou Mi ever noticing her.

***

The next morning Kyuhyun was ushered onto a bus, dressed in some of Heechul's clothes because according to her, Kyuhyun dressed like a ‘tramp’ and needed to try wearing colours. She ended up wearing some light-coloured jeans and a blue t-shirt, just that little bit tighter than what she would normally wear. It wasn’t that Kyuhyun didn’t have a good figure, she just didn’t feel comfortable wearing tight clothes the way Heechul and Sungmin did. She was happier in a baggy jumper and her old jeans.

The date itself hadn’t gone as bad as she thought. They had met up for coffee and Kyuhyun had had to turn her phone off after the twentieth call from Heechul asking how it was going. Sooyoung, it transpired, was really funny. Kyuhyun had no problem talking to her and after they had finished their drinks Sooyoung had suggested they go across to the arcade, a building full of computer games - how was Kyuhyun supposed to refuse? It was here that Kyuhyun had embarrassed herself; Sooyoung was an expert at the dance games Kyuhyun normally avoided, choosing to watch Yesung and Heechul's enthusiastic attempts instead. She however, had no coordination at all. Sooyoung managed to play the game hardly missing a beat and still looked sexy. Not that Kyuhyun was complaining, watching her out of the corner of her eye. At least she had beat her on a shooting game.

They had been enjoying the light atmosphere so much that they managed to lose track of time. It was already past seven when Kyuhyun decided to check her watch. They waited together for Kyuhyun's bus; Sooyoung said she was going to get a taxi and wanted to make sure Kyuhyun got home safely first. It made Kyuhyun smile. They were still talking randomly when Sooyoung suddenly looked a little more serious.

“I don’t want to presume you enjoyed today as much as I did, but… I was just wondering… I would really like to see you again, if that’s ok?”

She looked so happy when Kyuhyun smiled and nodded. Maybe going on this date was a good thing. Sooyoung was nice, and clearly interested in her, and she had hardly thought about Zhou Mi all day. Kyuhyun's bus pulled up and Sooyoung threw her arms around Kyuhyun's neck in a hug and Kyuhyun was stepping back from the hug when Sooyoung leaned up to her, kissing her sweet and soft, and their lips only touched for a few seconds but it made Kyuhyun feel a little dizzy. A group of teenage boys boarding the bus catcalled, making Sooyoung blush. She waved cutely at Kyuhyun before wandering off to get a taxi. Kyuhyun smiled all the way home.

***

Kyuhyun practically skipped up to the front door, opening it quietly and slipping inside.

“Mum, I’m home!”

Her mother skidded into the hallway and threw herself onto Kyuhyun in a big hug.

“Oh my God, where have you been?” Kyuhyun prised her mother away from her when it got too difficult to breathe.

“I called you and told you I was going out with a friend.”

“Yes, and you said you would be home by six! It's past 8 already!” Kyuhyun looked at her watch. So it was. “I take it you had fun on your date then?”

“Yeah I did… wait a minute, how did you know I was on a date?”

“Your Chinese friend was here. She turned up just after six. Only left about twenty minutes ago.”

“Zhou Mi was here?”

“Is that her name? I did wonder…”

“I’m going online.”

Kyuhyun turned to walk upstairs.

“Fine, but soon as you are done apologising I want to hear everything about this girl!”

Kyuhyun cringed, she loved the fact her mother was okay with her being gay, but sometimes it got a little wearing; like the moment your mum tries to set you up with a girl in a shop, or even now, asking about her date.

She ran up the stairs and turned the computer on while she changed out of Heechuls clothes and into her comfy shorts and t-shirt for bed. She opened up messenger and prayed Zhou Mi would be online. Why had she been here? Kyuhyun was pretty sure they had arranged to talk before doing something. But still, Zhou Mi had been here and Kyuhyun had missed her. Messenger loaded to show the usual over-done cute username as 'online'.

Kyu says:
Hello!
❤MiMiSparkles :3 ☆ says:
Hey
Kyu says:
My Mum says you were here, what happened, did you need something?
❤MiMiSparkles :3 ☆ says:
I wanted to talk to you about something but it doesn’t matter now
❤MiMiSparkles :3 ☆ says:
How was your date?
Kyu says:
A lot better than I thought it would be
❤MiMiSparkles :3 ☆ says:
Yeah? Whats she like?
Kyu says:
Funny, Really funny. And Hot!
❤MiMiSparkles :3 ☆ says:
You think you are gonna see her again?
Kyu says:
I think so
❤MiMiSparkles :3 ☆ says:
Oh, ok.
❤MiMiSparkles :3 ☆ says:
I think I’m gonna go out, see ya.

Kyuhyun was confused, and a little worried. Zhou Mi hardly went out unless it was with her, and weren’t they supposed to do something tonight anyway? She sighed and decided to check her emails while she was online. She loaded up her new game and played it for a few hours, trying hard to forget about how weird Zhou Mi had been.

Whispers of the Heart chapter 3

Mon, 20 Apr 2009 22:33:34 GMT

Title: Whispers of the Heart
Chapter : 3/?
Pairings : KyuMi (main), EunHae, HanChul, WonMin, YunJae, HenWook, KiSung, KangTeuk. Kyuhyun/Sooyoung
Rating : This chapter - G
Warning: STILL GIRLS
Summary: Kyuhyun has never been good with people, an antisocial teenage girl she's used to being alone, so when she meets the lively Zhou Mi in a bookstore, she can't help but lose her senses and fall for the girl who can't fail to make her smile. So what if her friends push her towards somebody new?
As always, thankyou daisy :3

Chapter one
Chapter Two part 1
Chapter Two part 2

“Heechul, let go of my arm. And please stop squealing!”

“But listen to them.”

“Two boys speaking Chinese. Lets throw a party!”

“Ryeowook understands, don’t you? Yes, see, she does! It’s so cute!”

“It’s just two people talking in another language, normally you’d get annoyed and yell at them!”

“Kyuhyun! Just listen though; don’t you think it’s cute when Zhou Mi speaks Chinese?”

Kyuhyun nearly choked on her drink trying to think of a response. No, she did not find it cute when Zhou Mi spoke Chinese. She found it downright sexy. Whenever Zhou Mi spoke in Chinese in front of Kyuhyun all she could think about was pinning her down and…

“Please tell me you are not having dirty lesbian thoughts while I’m eating my pudding.”

Kyuhyun felt her face go bright red as she stared in shock at Heechul, the rest of the table turning to look at her and laugh before carrying on with previous conversations. Yesung, Kibum and Changmin appeared to be flinging bits of paper at Jaejoong in attempts to get it down her top; Eunhyuk and Donghae were being horrendously cute, feeding each other chocolate cake; Heechul was eating some stupidly large pudding that looked to be made of four kinds of ice-cream with cake and fruit, and Ryeowook was staring at Henry whilst mauling a distressed Sungmin's arm. Henry was still talking to Hankyung in Chinese. Kangin and Eeteuk we’re giggling because of the chocolate on Eeteuk’s face.

“Ryeowook, let go of Sungmin.” Kyuhyun decided she was the only sane one at the table.

***

It was already dark by the time they had finished shopping and arrived at Heechul's house. After Heechul had made a second inappropriate remark about Kyuhyun’s ‘dirty lesbian thoughts’, Kyuhyun had taken revenge by inviting Kibum to join them at Heechul’s house where he was currently sat beating Yesung on a racing game by putting his hand onto Yesung’s leg to distract him - much to Heechul's horror.

Luckily for Kibum it appeared that Hankyung was able to calm Heechul down, much to everyone’s surprise. Kyuhyun thought he might just be a magician. On the bus to Heechul's she had learnt from Ryeowook that Heechul had met him at a party a few weeks before, a party Kyuhyun had made excuses not to go to. She went on to reveal that Henry was a friend of hers from her piano school, and even though Ryeowook had been on a few dates with him, she had no idea what was going on. Seeing them now curled up on the sofa together laughing at Yesung’s car managing to land upside down in the ocean, Kyuhyun could see that there was obviously something between them.

Eeteuk and Kangin had left before they got the bus, Sungmin glaring at their backs for as long as she could see them. Sungmin herself was currently curled up into Kyuhyun's side, explaining how unfair life was because she couldn’t get a decent guy; Kyuhyun wasn’t listening, but she was sure she heard the name 'Siwon' once or twice. Kyuhyun had to try hard not to look to her right where Donghae and Eunhyuk had taken to cuddling in the corner. Even though Kyuhyun was certain she didn’t like Donghae anymore, every time she saw them kiss she couldn’t help but get a little jealous.

“OK! You guys suck at this game. Yesung, move away from the console, I’m choosing a film!” Heechul announced. Everyone groaned. Whatever film it was, if Heechul picked it nobody was going to like it but her and perhaps Ryeowook. Kyuhyun watched as she skipped over to her unnaturally large DVD collection, dragging Hankyung the whole way.

***

The film Heechul had chosen turned out to be some boring romantic film that only she, Ryeowook, and Yesung seemed to be enjoying; everyone else was pretty bored. Kyuhyun was trying very hard not to look at her phone. She had told Zhou Mi that she didn’t have to call but still she looked anyway - 10:18 and still nothing - maybe she had gone out with one of her many university friends, Kyuhyun thought. She wasn’t jealous, never. She sighed, leaning up to push a sleeping Sungmin off her and waking her in the process.

She went into her rucksack to find her pyjamas and after five minutes of searching realised she had forgotten them. “Heechul, have you got any PJs I can borrow?”

Heechul stared at her for a few seconds before laughing. “Oh you were being serious! Um... Honey do I look like I wear anything decent when I sleep? I might have an old pair actually, in the blue box under my bed,” Kyuhyun nodded and started to walk away towards Heechuls bedroom, “the blue box, not the red!”

Kyuhyun walked into Heechuls rather large bedroom and over to the enormous bed, shooing Heechul's spoilt cat off it so she could pull out the box and look for something to sleep in. She found the most horrendously vile pink pyjamas which ordinarily would be immediately rejected, but they were preferable to sleeping in her clothes. She changed quickly and was pushing the blue box back under Heechuls bed when she spotted the red box. Kyuhyun wasn’t nosy by nature, but she couldn’t help but be intrigued by Heechuls insistence of blue, not red, and she opened the lid of the box.

“Heechul, any reason you have a box of whips, handcuffs, uniforms and sex toys under your bed?”

“Oh for God's sake, I said blue box!”

Hankyung looked startled, glancing between Heechul, Kyuhyun and the floor. Kyuhyun couldn’t help but feel sorry for the boy. If she was honest, she and everyone else in the room was less than surprised about the contents of the box, but Hankyung on the other hand hadn’t been around long enough.

“I think I’m going to be sick!”

Oh, and Yesung.

It was at this moment Kyuhyun noticed that all the girls were sat in the corner crowded around Heechul's expensive pink laptop. She could hear the ding of messenger. This couldn’t be good.

“Kyuhyun, are you busy tomorrow?”

“Why?”

“Hey, just answer Sungmin’s question!”

Kyuhyun dodged the pillow that Heechul threw at her and sat down.

“Doesn’t look like it, why?”

Sungmin bounced down into the seat next to Kyuhyun.

“Well, you know Sooyoung in the year below us?”

Kyuhyun shook her head.

“Yes you do! My friend, skinny, pretty, mega tall!”

Oh, her - everyone knew her. She was the hottest girl in school, it was hard for Kyuhyun not to have noticed her. She nodded, signalling Sungmin to continue before she exploded.

“Well, she’s been asking about you, and we kind of told her you would go on a date with her tomorrow!”

Kyuhyun stared “You did what? Sungmin! I can’t believe you'd... she’s been asking? I didn’t think she knew who I was!”

“She heard you sing.”

“When?”

“At that talent show I convinced you to sing in.”

“Heechul you didn’t convince me, you held my DS ransom for over a week until I did it!”

“Either way, it got you noticed didn’t it?”

Kyuhyun sighed, resting her head in her hands.

“I already told her 'yes'…”

She had to consider it. What else was she going to do, sit about and wait to maybe see Zhou Mi? Who, she noted, hadn’t even called her. Or she could go on a date with a really hot girl she didn’t know.

“Sure, why not? What time?”

The room filled with squeals as she was hugged by too many people at once and told the details of her date over and over. Maybe this had been a bad idea

Belated happy birthday to mimi

Mon, 20 Apr 2009 19:20:12 GMT

I have been on a linking people to pictures of Zhou Mi thing recently,

so i realised theres actually alot of pictures of him being all adorable on my tinypic account

so i figured why not do a mini Zhou Mi picspam as a belated birthday thing for him ^-^

NOODLE ARMS

SUNSHINE BUTTOCKS

FAVORITE PICTURE OF HIM EVER VVV

Hot sweaty zhou mi... yes please.. omnomnomnom...

MIMIs STOMACH MAY JSUT BE THE DEATH OF ME. BELLYBUTTON!!! Nomnomnom

I WOULD PLOUGH THAT TILL NEXT JULY

fanfic : oneshot : KyuMi

Sun, 19 Apr 2009 15:13:20 GMT

Fandom : SJM
Title : Birthday present
Pairing : Kyumi
Rating : NC-17 without a doubt
Warning : Mindless smut
Disclaimer : i dont own them though i wish i did
One again you can blame this on that kyumi fan, the fic-nagger :3 otherwise known as my beta and fic-fixer.

“You have to be kidding me…”

“But it’s my birthday!” Zhou Mi’s bottom lip jutted out in a pout and he waved the furry, pink handcuffs at Kyuhyun again. “You will enjoy it..” Zhou Mi leaned forward to Kyuhyun's ear, voice dropping to a whisper that had the hairs on the back of Kyuhyuns neck standing up, “… I promise.” Zhou Mi bit down on his earlobe whilst pulling on the tie he was still wearing from the performance a few hours before.

Kyuhyun couldn’t help but moan into the shoulder in front of him, agreeing - he didn’t care what to anymore, it had been too long since they had been together. Zhou Mi pulled him forward by his tie, further onto the bed, kissing him, pulling at his clothes, and Kyuhyun couldn’t help but feel desperate for Zhou Mi to just touch him.

“Don’t you dare get used to being in control!”

A chuckle into his neck and long fingers were undoing the buttons on his shirt, slowly and teasingly whilst Kyuhyun clutched at Zhou Mi, hands in his hair, arms draped over his shoulders almost lazily, Zhou Mi’s mouth hot against his own. Zhou Mi lowered Kyuhyun's arms and pushed the shirt off slowly, kissing hot patterns across the exposed skin.

And then it happened. He heard the click, and looked up to see his hands attached to the headboard of Zhou Mi’s bed. Zhou Mi pounced on his chance to attack Kyuhyun's neck, teeth scraping, and Kyuhyun moaned again, moving his hips up to Zhou Mi’s, desperate for friction. He felt his hips being pushed down to the bed and that mouth was on his again, swallowing his moans, as Kyuhyun thought he might just die from the need for contact.

Zhou Mi’s hands ran down his body, feather light touches from his wrists, down his arms, down his sides, leaving goose bumps in their wake and then he was at the waistband of Kyuhyuns trousers, just still. Holding. Teasing.

“Mi… Please?”

His trousers were gone, boxer shorts with them and he was left naked save a tie, suddenly aware of the coldness of the room and those light touches were back running up his thighs, higher and higher. Kyuhyun was moaning in anticipation, eyes closed before the hands were gone and he was left to groan in disappointment.

He opened his eyes to see Zhou Mi removing his own shirt, toned stomach being revealed slowly. He licked his lips, watching each button of Zhou Mi’s jeans come undone, sliding down hips, past knees to pool on the floor and Zhou Mi was back on the bed kissing up the inside of his thighs, hands running along the outside.

Zhou Mi took Kyuhyun into his mouth, tongue moving slowly. Kyuhyun threw his head back, eyes closed in ecstasy, muttering in a language he didn’t recognise.

“Faster.”

Zhou Mi continued to move his mouth lazily, slowly, holding Kyuhyun's hips down into the bed so he couldn’t move. He strained against the cuffs at his wrist, slightly irrated at the lack of control, drowning in unending pleasure.

All too soon Zhou Mi stopped, causing Kyuhyun to groan again, tired of being teased. Zhou Mi’s mouth found his, swallowing the hiss he made as Zhou Mi slid a long finger into him. He tensed up, tears in his eyes as one became two, preparing him as Zhou Mi kissed him, distracted him.

Kyuhyun moaned, back arching as Zhou Mi hit that spot again; he raised his hips, needing that contact, needing the release, but then Zhou Mi was between his legs, his thighs around Zhou Mi who was pushing in and Kyuhyun pulled on the cuffs, biting his lip, tears back in his eyes. Zhou Mi knew better than to wait, moving fast, hard, until pain turned to pleasure and Kyuhyun was panting, moaning. The handcuffs were undone, dangling from one wrist as he clawed at Zhou Mi’s back, leaving marks that would last at least the next few days and clinging onto Zhou Mi as all rhythm was lost between them.

His vision blurred as Zhou Mi’s hand worked between them, bringing Kyuhyun to his release with a loud moan and teeth sunk into Zhou Mi’s shoulder. He fell back against the bed as Zhou Mi grabbed his hips and pounded in twice as hard until he was moaning, gripping Kyuhyun’s hips painfully hard, and falling on the bed next to him.

They both lay there a panting mess, needing showers and sleep. Zhou Mi’s fingers threaded between Kyuhyun’s to hold his hand.

“Told you so.”

“Shut up, Mi,” he kissed him, practically chaste compared to before. “Happy Birthday.”

whispers of the heart chapter 2 part 2

Mon, 30 Mar 2009 01:06:44 GMT

Title : Whispers of the heart
Chapter : 2/? (part 2/2)
Fandom: Super Junior (with vague dbsk)
Rating: This chapter - G
Pairings: QMi (main), EunHae, HenWook, KangTeuk, HanChul, WonMin, YunJae, KiSung
Warnings: Some members are still girls, shock horror
Summary : Kyuhyun has never been good with people, an antisocial teenage girl she's used to being alone, so when she meets the lively Zhou Mi in a bookstore, she can't help but lose her senses and fall for the girl who can't fail to make her smile.
as always thankyou to daisy :3

“Siwon, I swear to God if you flick one more elastic band at me I will tear your arm off!” Kyuhyun glared at her co-worker who was lying across the counter. It was almost eleven and they had only served two customers all day.

“Kyuhyun, don‘t take the Lords name in vain!” Kyuhyun glared again, throwing a pencil at Siwon's head. “Your friend not hovering round the shop this week?”

“No. I figured she had ogled you enough last week and told her you weren’t working.”

“Ogled?”

“It’s a real word, shut up.”

“Fine, fine… she was kind of cute, though.”

“Ok, watch me not listen to this. Watch me go away from you and put CDs on the shelves, just so I don’t have to hear this.”

Kyuhyun grabbed a pile of unsorted CDs from the end of the counter and stormed off the sort them. She was almost finished when a voice behind her spoke.

“Excuse me, I have a complaint.”

Kyuhyun practically growled; she was terrible with customers, especially complaining ones, but she put on her helpful smile and started to turn around. “If you have a complaint Miss, could you take it to the boy over… Mi! What are you doing here? It's only 11!”

Kyuhyun hugged Zhou Mi on impulse like she always did, and always wished she hadn’t because Zhou Mi’s perfume was sweet, overpowering, and Kyuhyun would be smelling it for at least the next few hours.

“Yeah, I came to apologise - I’ve got a massive report due on Monday, and I may have forgotten to do it. Going to have to take a rain check, but I will call you later to see how you are surviving?”

Kyuhyun felt her stomach sink a little. “That’s fine” she smiled, quite used to lying to spare Zhou Mi’s feelings. “You don’t have to call me though, just get your report done. Maybe we could hang out tomorrow if you manage to get it finished?” She slipped her hand into her pocket so Zhou Mi wouldn’t see her crossing her fingers.

“Sure, Kyu,” Kyuhyun's heart stopped - that smile - “but yeah, I will call you later when I'll know if I'll be finished. Anyway I'd better rush, speak to you later!”

She was gone, but Kyuhyun could still smell her perfume. “Crap…”

“Still haven’t told her yet, I take it?”

“Shut up, Siwon.”

“I just don’t see why you don’t tell her?”

“She’s my best friend.”

“So?”

“So… I don’t want to lose that. It’s better this way,” Kyuhyun raised her eyebrow at Siwon, daring him to say anything else.

***

She made it to the game store in about ten minutes, got her game in another ten, which left ten more minutes for browsing - browsing that was rudely interrupted by Heechul plucking a violent looking game out of her hands and manoeuvring her out of the shop.

“Do you mind?” Kyuhyun stopped to rearrange herself before scanning the group outside the shop. “Heechul, did you really need to bring your brother?”

“He found out we were meeting up.”

“So?”

“So I felt left out. Come on Kyu, give me a hug?”

“Get away from me Yesung, you freak,” Kyuhyun pushed the approaching boy away by his forehead. Yesung was Heechul's brother and two years younger than the rest of them. A few years back he had taken to joining them on their little outings. He was to Kyuhyun blatantly gay, and in denial, not that the boy had had much hope with Heechul for an older sister. He was also Ryeowook’s ex-boyfriend, but nobody ever spoke about that.

Kyuhyun watched as Yesung expertly began to fiddle with his hair to make it how he liked it, even taking a mirror out of his pocket to check his parting.

“How’s your little crush, 'Sung?”

“I don’t know what you are talking about.”

“That handsome boy who goes to your school that you make gooey eyes over. Kibum, was it?”

“I do not have a crush on him,” Yesung pouted, “I just think he’s cool is all.”

Heechul ruffled her brothers hair affectionately, much to his distress. “Sure you don’t,” she turned back to Kyuhyun, “what time is Zhou Mi meeting us?”

Kyuhyun remembered why she was in a bad mood. “She’s not. Uni work”

***

Heechul rather wisely had not pried, mentioned or even questioned about the lack of Zhou Mi. They had made it to the restaurant without hazard. She had even go so far as to shush Donghae's 'see, told you she isn’t real'.

As everyone else seamed to be too busy messing around, Kyuhyun decided to help the stressed looking waitress, by telling her they wanted a table for seven.

“Table for eleven.”

“Heechul, look around you. There are seven people.”

“Idiot. Eeteuk's bringing Kangin - they'll be here any minute now, and Jaejoong is on her way.”

“That’s still only ten.”

That’s when an embarrassed-looking Ryeowook was pulled forward by her arm. Kyuhyun was impressed that much blood could fill her cheeks without her passing out.

“This one has invited a date.”

Heechul’s grin could have blinded people.

“Fine, table for eleven, and 'Wook? You are telling me about him the second we sit down.”

Ryeowook nodded mutely, still bright red.

It transpired that the restaurant still wasn’t used to their rather large and ever growing party, and as a result they had to push together two tables in the corner. Eeteuk and Kangin had joined them and the group had been very noisy, so much that the next table had left very quickly after finishing their meal. Kyuhyun learnt that Ryeowook had invited a boy named Henry, who she had had a few dates with, and was hopelessly besotted with. Heechul had made retching faces behind her back, even though she herself had spent a good portion of her time cooing over the boy next to her, Hankyung, who it turned out wasn’t that bad and seemed to think Heechul was wonderful.

Jaejoong finally turned up at the same time as everyone else’s food did, looking slightly out of breath and cursing public transportation. Kyuhyun made the others move down and make room for her.

“How’s the gayboy?”

“If you mean Yunho, he’s fine, and straight. He‘ll be joining us later,” Jaejoong glared at Kyuhyun, stealing one of her fries.

“Still in the closet, then?” Kyuhyun smirked, looking up at the door. “Speaking of...,” she nudged Jaejoong and they both giggled.

Yesung was busy trying to balance a bottle on his forehead when Kyuhyun thought it was time to embarrass him.

“Yesung your boyfriend's here”

“I don’t know what you are talking about, but for the last time, I’m not ga-”

“Hi, Kibum!” Kyuhyun waved at the group of boys behind Yesung. Kibum, Changmin and Shindong. The bottle hit the table as Yesung swung round to look behind him, facing the table again a bright red colour. “Join us!”

Kyuhyun was surprised she wasn’t melting from the glare that Yesung was sending her way, but she really didn’t care. This was too funny.

The table was a tad crowded; it had been bad enough with ten, but with thirteen of them sat down Kyuhyun could hardly breathe. Henry had still not shown up, and Kyuhyun couldn’t help but want to hug Ryeowook who was checking her phone every few minutes, and had hardly eaten anything. As she was about to offer her own phone in a plea for Ryeowook to just give up and call him, her phone rang and she ran outside to answer it. Heechul squealed to Kyuhyun’s right.

Yesung was blushing again; whether he noticed Kibum was doing it or not, the older boy was flirting with him. Every time Yesung lifted a piece of food to his mouth Kibum would steal it, smiling, daring Yesung to complain. Heechul stared, obviously horrified by it.

“Kyuhyun, why is that boy undressing my brother with his eyes?”

“Just leave it, Heechul. Maybe this way he will stop pining.”

Heechul probably would have complained if Ryeowook hadn’t just walked back into the restaurant with a boy that could only be Henry walking shyly behind. Kyuhyun only noticed one thing.

“Jesus, look at the cheeks on him!”

Sometimes, Kyuhyun wondered if Heechul could read minds.

03/27/08

Fri, 27 Mar 2009 20:58:35 GMT

First things first, before anyone assumes that they are being victimised, this is aimed at everyone involved even in the tinyest way.

I have had enoough of all the arguments and all the fighting. I don't want to do it anymore. I'm fed up of being told that so-and-so has done/said this, told this, called you this, I don't want to be called or texted to be told that so-and-so is doing or saying something that may annoy me, or that they are doing whatever. So what?

We are all basing our friendships depending on which side of an argument we are on. And no matter what conversation we have, it always turns to the argument, or what someone has been saying.

YES. in the past i have been just as bad, but i am trying so so hard to be a better, more honest person. You say i have changed? I say i have grown up.

We are ADULTS. And the kind of behaviour we have all been displaying should have been left behind in school, Legally we (most of us) are old enough to drink, smoke, drive a car, hell all of us are legal to have sex. (hell, fia is still in school, underage, and shes more mature about all this than the rest of us combined!)

I tried to have my say, maybe i was too honest? i don't know. I guess people are right when they say im chronically blunt. But calling me a "twat" and talking about me while im not there isn't really going to solve anything is it? It's not solved anything in the past.

Can we please all just grow up maybe? I mean yeah, im a great big child, but there are times when we need to be more mature.
at the end of the day we are supposed to be friends.

I love you all. even though it might not seam like it at times. and anything ive done has been for the sake of saving, not critisicing.
well
i cant say anymore :3

I WILL LEAVE THIS UNLOCKED, CAUSE I KNOW YOU ARE GOING TO WANT TO LINK THIS TO EVERYONE AND THEIR GRAMNDMA'S

Whispers of the heart Chapter 2 part 1

Thu, 26 Mar 2009 01:58:40 GMT

Title : Whispers of the heart
Chapter : 2/? (part 1/2)
Fandom: Super Junior (with vague dbsk)
Rating: This chapter - G
Pairings: QMi (main), EunHae, HenWook, KangTeuk, HanChul, WonMin, YunJae, KiSung
Warnings: Some members are still girls, shock horror
Summary : Kyuhyun has never been good with people, an antisocial teenage girl she's used to being alone, so when she meets the lively Zhou Mi in a bookstore, she can't help but lose her senses and fall for the girl who can't fail to make her smile.
Once again thankyou to daisy :3

Kyuhyun had met Zhou Mi about three months ago to the day. She had been bored out of her mind and decided to go shopping on her own, wandering into her favourite book store and feeling instantly at home; that’s when she had spotted it, on a high shelf - a novel she had been trying to find for at least a year. She wove her way through the shop and reached for the book just as someone else had. Both of them holding the book, they had looked for another copy, of which there wasn’t. Kyuhyun never gave in easy and was prepared to snatch the book and run, that was until she looked at the girl in front of her. She was slightly taller, and at that moment in time was pouting with the most pathetic look in her eyes. Cute, and definitely Kyuhyun's type. She released her hold on the book.

“Oh my God, thank you so much!”

Kyuhyun had smiled, realising that this girl wasn’t Korean, and had an accent. Kyuhyun loved accents. She was still grinning at Kyuhyun who found herself slightly mesmerised, watching as she bounced on her heels slightly and clung to the book.

“It’s fine, you're just going to have to lend it to me when you’ve finished with it,” Kyuhyun smirked, she wasn’t always brilliant at talking to new people, but she knew enough that she wanted to stay talking to this girl. They exchanged phone numbers and email addresses and had been friends since. Zhou Mi was in her first year at university which meant they didn’t get to hang out as often as Kyuhyun liked, but they talked every day - something Kyuhyun had become scarily dependent on.

Talking to most of her friends bored Kyuhyun these days. She loved them all to pieces but they liked such different things, and at times Kyuhyun felt like she really didn’t fit in, but it wasn’t like that with Zhou Mi. She just got her; they could just talk for hours about everything and anything, it always made sense, and Kyuhyun always ended a conversation with a smile on her face.

They played computer games together and Zhou Mi wouldn’t ignore what Kyuhyun was saying, because even if she wasn’t that into games, they were friends and they shared everything. Kyuhyun thrived on those moments when their hands would brush at the passing of a controller, the little jolt of electricity it sent down her arm, making her feel weak.

In turn, they shopped together and Kyuhyun wouldn’t complain, because even though she hated shopping, Zhou Mi loved it and seeing her get excited over a bargain made Kyuhyun feel happy.

***

Kyuhyun was still banging her head against the table when Jaejoong joined them.

“What game did you lose now?”

“Life!” Kyuhyun groaned before folding her arms over her head somewhat dramatically. Jaejoong looked around at the others for help. Eeteuk answered.

“She’s worried that Zhou Mi has figured out that she likes her.”

Jaejoong made a little ‘o’ with her mouth looking down at Kyuhyuns head.

“Probably.”

Kyuhyun's head shot up, “What do you mean, 'probably'?”

Jaejoong would have answered, telling Kyuhyun how obvious she is, but Donghae had chosen the moment to pipe up.

“I still don’t think she’s real!” Everyone stared, waiting for her to continue (and perhaps make a little bit of sense). “Well, I mean, none of us have met her…”

“I’ve met her.”

“Shush, Eeteuk. You don’t count,” Heechul stuck her tongue out at Eeteuk's shocked face. Donghae meanwhile was looking between Kyuhyun and Eeteuk, and back again.

“Why does Eeteuk get to meet her but we don’t?”

Kyuhyun tried to think of an answer that wouldn’t offend anyone, but all she was getting was that they just weren’t good enough for her company, and she didn’t want to share. Luckily, Eeteuk saved her.

“We bumped into each other. Kangin and I were in the same café, that’s all!”

Jaejoong took a sudden, excited gust of air before practically squealing and bouncing around in her chair.

“Oh. My. God! You should bring her tomorrow!” she clapped her hands excitedly while everyone else agreed.

“What’s tomorrow?” Kyuhyun asked, slightly worried.

“Saturday, genius.”

“Shut up, Heechul. I meant what’s happening tomorrow that would require me to bring her?”

“You are kidding, right? Shopping. Meal. Everyone stays at mine, happens every month. Ringing any bells?” Heechul stared at Kyuhyun, waiting for the penny to drop.

“That’s tomorrow? Oh… right, I will ask her then I guess,” Kyuhyun sighed, “I’m working till half-twelve though.”

Kyuhyun had worked in a record store for the past two years, every Saturday. She spent most of her shift arguing with the other staff members, and occasionally doing some work that involved avoiding customers.

“That’s ok, we can meet you from work,” Jaejoong was still grinning, clearly proud of herself for thinking of dragging Zhou Mi out with them.

“Well… there’s this new game out and…”

Heechul burst out laughing. “Fine meet at the game shop at one - don’t argue - if we don’t meet you there you will only end up in the store for hours playing demos. It’s for your own good”

Kyuhyun could feel Sungmin staring at her from across the table “What is it, Min?”

“Is Siwon working with you this weekend?”

“If he was, why would I tell you?”

“That’s not very nice…”

Ryeowook looked at Sungmin out of the corner of her eye. “Why are you so interested?”

Kyuhyun had to laugh. “Madame Stalker here," she gestured towards Sungmin, “decided to spend the entirety of last Saturday in my store. Nothing to do with seeing me, just so she could watch that ape behind the counter.”

“He’s not an ape," Sungmin pouted. "And don’t call me a stalker!”

“Sungmin you’ve never met the boy but have on three occasions now spent longer than an hour just watching him… I tell you it’s mega creepy”

“So is he working?”

“No!”

They all went their own ways after lunch. Kyuhyun had gym class with Eeteuk, which was always eventful. This week was badminton and Eeteuk managed to get the shuttlecock over the net twice, which was a huge improvement. Afterwards was English, during which Kyuhyun fell asleep with her face pressed into a copy of Hamlet. She had never felt happier to hear the bell - it had been a long day, and she was still sort-of freaking out over Zhou Mi knowing.

***

Kyuhyun took in a deep breath before opening the conversation box.

Kyu says:
Hi
❤MiMiSparkles :3 ☆ says:
Heeeey ^-^
Kyu says:
Random.. Some of my friends are having a meet up thing tomorrow, and I’ve been told to invite you along
❤MiMiSparkles :3 ☆ says:
…why… what have you said about me?
Kyu says:
*sigh* nothing bad. Don’t be so paranoid.
Kyu says:
should I just tell them no?
❤MiMiSparkles :3 ☆ says:
no way I will come ^-^ just… will that heechul you talk about be there?
Kyu says:
yes. Why?
❤MiMiSparkles :3 ☆ says:
protect me from her????
Kyu says:
lol ok. See you tomorrow when I finish work?
❤MiMiSparkles :3 ☆ says:
oook. Byebye ^-^ <3

Kyuhyun sighed contentedly, turning off her computer and climbing in to bed. Even if she had to put up with the others all day, at least Zhou Mi would be there to make it a little more bearable.